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Punching Bag Bitch, cry and whine your way into oblivion. |
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Chris, as painful as that was. I really did appreciate that. I still have pictures from the first one :) I remember the first time when I was in surgery when you, Jen, Jeff, Kenji, Christine, Ivan, Nicki, Ian and Michelle came in and visted me :) I kept telling you guys to stop making me laugh, but being the *jerk* you were, you kept making me laugh :P I remember the second time I went in for surgery, you brought a few people and tried to bring that T.V. + VCR in. too bad they wouldn't let you in. Then later that night ben, mike and rids came by at like 11pm. and we played black jack till like 1:30am... Mike kept making me laugh through his annoying rat like laugh, argh...! I swear I was ready to die. Honestly, I consider some of those days after surgery some of the worst days I've ever gone through, but when you continually experience accute pain for a week or so... you begin to notice what is really important in your life. When you're going through something really shitty and you experience something good in your life, you appreciate it so much more. Btw, thanks again Chris, I consider those days some of the worst of times and some of the best of times :) anyways, the rest of the post is for you sweet kande. I do understand that you weren't asking for advice but I don't see what kind of response you were expecting. It's like posting about Love and saying how it sucks. Do you really expect everybody to say "yes, love sucks". I can't see a lot of people saying bad things about something so wonderful as friendship. btw my posts were never meant to bitch you out. It was adivce that was not just "hugs" cause "hugs" won't solve the problem. I apologize if I have offended you. That was not my intent at all. I'm trying to give you honest advice. I hope you can see that. Read my first post on this thread. Although I did badger you, There is some good advice there. I have once felt long time ago what you are feeling now, probably worse. I once had this close friend whom I felt was killing me inside but I said nothing because i was naive. I realised I was no different then him. I realised that I too was full of flaw and untill I made an effort to change I was no different. After my fallout from that friendship, I started again. I realised that if you make an effort to be a better friend, a better person, you'll find that nicer people will become your friends. People who won't betray you. People who won't borrow your sweater for months without returning it. People who won't disregard your presence when they're bf/gf is in the same room. People who won't ignore the fact that you're slowly killing yourself. People who won't rat on you to your mom. People who won't tell you how great a person you are rather they'll show you how great a person you are. anyways, if you truly dislike my posts, just tell me and I'll stop replying to any of your threads. I dislike making too much trouble anyways. |
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k gurl...i know how u feel....my best friend...(ex best now!) had sex w/ my bf (exbf now!) one night and all this shit....he pulled so much shit on me w/ her and i didnt find out till after...needless to say....i dont need people like that in my life....the closest person to me in the whole world i cant trust? then who can i.....
tina....i luv u...ur a sweetie! |