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Punching Bag Bitch, cry and whine your way into oblivion. |
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councilers at my school...grrz
i hate them so so so so so so much...
they nominated me for a scholarship..i got right into it and took me about an hour and a half to fill out the 4 page application along with an essay dadeeda... i told my teacher reference to start typing up the letter for me...bought the transcript thingy for 5 bucks..all was being done and i was soo happy to get it off my back... art class today the counciller lady pulled me out...told me in the quote "oh im so sorry we have to pull you out from the nomination because we found someone that has accomplished more than you".... the person they found was AFTER the nomination deadline too. i told her i had everything done and was gonna mail it out tomorrow..and she just gave me a "too bad so sad look" and walked away. i packed up all my stuff and went home....what a fucking bullshiting schoooool. i hate this scholarship crap... there will always be ppl who will be better than me and have accomplished more... GAHHHHH. i do as much as i can possibly do..those who know me you know my schedule and i keep myself hella busy. *breath* i feel better for getting rejected by the awards committee of the scholarship place... (which happened in december..and i was quite upset) BUT GETTING REJECTED BY YOUR SCHOOL COUNCILLER? thats just lowwwwww. i need god damn money for school next year... just cuz im not a perfect angel who dedicates 100% of my time to school and the community doesn't mean i shouldn't deserve a damn scholarship. life is just so unfair and will always be unfair. GRRZ. |
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the big killer to this all was that my mom was actually really proud that i got this nomination... i dont even know how to tell my mom i got rejected. my moms never proud of me..and for once i stood outta the whole school and there was papers to prove it. i feel sooo tiny right.
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im not gonna make a scene, cuz obviously whoever's applying for the scholarship right now deserves it more than i do. aren't there scholarships for average kids? grrz. im starting to hate competition..and i use to fein for it.
i just looked at my application thing that i was gonna hand in..its flawless... it has everything from inside of school and outside community help, academics, a hell of a list of athletics...damn awards im proud of... everything. GRRRRRZ what a waste of my precious funfun time. |
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That's bullshit.
I hate counsillors. The majority of them are so MEAN. Mine likes to tell me I'm stupid, I'll never go anywhere in life, never make it to college and blah blah.. Ya, y'know, second class honour roll just isn't good enough. We're all failures.. If that happened to me Bev, I'd mail the damned thing in anyways. I don't know if it'll still get accepted because the school isn't nominating you.. but I'd still do it anyways. Then they can see it and see the student whose own school rejected them... That's such bullshit. AH. Good luck with getting something worked out though. Get in contact with the people giving out the scholarship, or something! They shouldn't be able to do taht (the school) |
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what scholarship was it for? because last year I got nominated for a major scholarship and my counsellor didn't get her shit done on time and I missed the deadline, but there was a second, later deadline for students applying without school nomination as well.. so I did that, and actually got a small (athough not the major one I wanted) award out of it..
and there are TONS of scholarships out there, for different backgrounds, and random things, like your parents employers that you can apply for. Millions of dollars in scholarship money doesn't get applied for every year. |
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uhm.
It's not like this is the only scholarship in the whole world you qualify for, seriously. There has to be hundreds you can apply for, and if you really need the money so badly, then you should get over it and focus on these other ones. |