people who have no respect

[justa~gurl]

i don't understand this world at all
i'm sure this rant has been done over and over but i'm about to explode.

I don't understand how people can be so in-considerate of other peoples feelings, so dis-respectful. How people can try to ruin others relationships just because they want one with one of those people. Someone who seems so nice, maybe i'm just way too trusting with people. although i think thats gone now, and it's really too bad because i know this is going to have serious affects with all of my relationships. i feel that sometimes everyone is out to get everybody else for their own good.
i really wish our world was not like this. things like this make me not want to have children, i would never want them to live here where just being a good honest person just doesn't cut it anymore.

i don't even want to face the public anymore it just disgusts me to no end.

i know not everyone is like this, but i have witnessed this behaviour way too much.

sometimes i feel like a doormat but i don't feel that i should change or become a bitch for that to discontinue.

I don't think i'm looking for attention or for anyone to feel sorry for me at all... i just need to get this out