i don't know if i like myself anymore

Serotonin · #1 (**permalink**) Jul 15, 01

i feel really unimportant do i need medication?
or am i just wanting attention...
or am i just goin through a dark episode?
maybe i'm a manic depressive because i don't really feel any support from my friends when i'm sad.
What is happening is it the after effects of all the e i've done?
please don't give me any answers i need to find them myself.

spike · #2 (**permalink**) Jul 16, 01

Yo Pete,

We all have our ups and downs, unfortunately you're in one of the downs, just keep your head up, stay strong and weather the storm, brighter days will come.

Take it easy,
Ham

Serotonin · #3 (**permalink**) Jul 16, 01

Is because as of today i have sold my computer to pay off my remaining debts from Tokemon(the first members party) and buy myself a new flightcase for my records and if i have enough left buy my self a pair of headphones since my old ones were broken by retro 1(adam) before i leave for Calgary
I'll try to keep in touch with y'all and get myself back online as soon as possible(when i buy a new laptop)
PEACE Y'ALL
I WILL PICK MYSELF UP AGAIN AS SOON AS I MAKE SOME DOUGH.
so adios i'll be back whenever i'm at a friends house but for now i'm signing off....
Trust me this wasn't easy but i had to do it.:027:
DOWN BUT NOT OUT FOR THE COUNT
SEROTONIN

Cowboy · #4 (**permalink**) Jul 22, 01

WURD!
maintain the attitude that one day ull bounce back and sure enuff u will...life sucks...u jus gotta make it not suck as much as possible...forget the lil things...ur the important one in the situation...

corrie

SuPaCoOpA · #5 (**permalink**) Jul 30, 01

Everyone has this feeling once in a while, a lot or whatever...dont think of the negative things, even if its hard not to, think of the POSITIVE!!! Be patient, talk bout it, good luck.. "To the world you might be a someone. but to someone you might MEAN the WORLD"
honest quote :)

**kiMMie** · #6 (**permalink**) Jul 30, 01

Don't worry Pete...I'm in the same boat as you are...It feels like things are going well, but you're not happy with yourself, right? It's the little things that keep on poking at you that make yourself miserable...?

I feel like this everyday...unfortunately :( Like I need to move away from everything and everyone...It's the pre-adult syndrome...It's the *lost* feeling...

I hate it, but it's something that eventually you'll have to overcome to *grow* as a person