Being a fucking hermit
After months of staying home to concentrate on graduating, I have officially lost ALL social skills. Well, maybe not all.. but the part that actually remembers when I make plans, or can get me out of the house by a time worth even going anymore.
I remember years ago I would be the ONLY one that could plan and organize an outing, now I can't even get myself out of the house. It's summer and I've missed a couple of important events with friends, which kind of scares me because I've lost more than enough friends because of my anxiety and the phone calls I dont make, or the events I don't attend because of it. Now I'm not scared, I'm just fucking challenged.
I NEEEED TO LEAVE SURREY PEOPLE!@(*@$^#*$& how do I get myself back into the loop and out of my house?!?!
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