alcohol
i dont know what the fuck happened last night. i was supposed to end up at the ozone, and i know my girlfriend did, but all i remember is being at my house, and then waking up this morning, with a few brief flashes in between. i know i was at a friends friends house. i know i walked all over surrey. i dont know where. i know some guy picked me up and drive me home, i woke up my landlords (holy fuck), and this guy tried to sleep with me, but i told him to fuck off, i was trying to sleep. i woke up with my contacts in, in my shirt, with no pants. i lost my phone, but i still have all my money. my boots and my pants are covered in mud. i have no idea what the fuck happened. and i dont think i ever made it to the ozone. now i have to wait and see if somebody finds my phone. oh my god. i am never drinking again. does anybody else find that since starting to take drugs, your drinking binges are so much worse? please, i need some explanation as to why i can never remember anymore....
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