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Punching Bag Bitch, cry and whine your way into oblivion. |
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when what you don't want to happen, does.
i hoped she would just fade off my life.
no, she is now with my best friend. let their relationship last for a long time, and that they feel completely miserable for every waking moment of it. let no closeness, no afection, bring them pleasure. let them learn nothing. |
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this is the third part of the trinity that was my friends group, my buddy adam. the thing is, now that the initial anger has passed i just don't want to have to interact with either of them right now, or have to hear anything about their relationship. i just want them to disapear from my life. the problem is that will mean that some other really close friends who are all in the group will end up distancing from me... so i'm back where i was 2 and a half years ago when devin pulled similar shit on me... only then it was different, we both went for the same girl, he got her and i gave up, but he thought i was still after her. this is different. i brought her into my group of friends, after a while when i was certain i told her i cared for her, she threw me a line "i'm still in love with my ex", so i thought i wouldn't have to worry about getting enough time to get over her, when i was just at the verge, she and my buddy adam start flirting like mad, making me really jealous. i hate feeling jealous, cause it's not like me in the slightest. i asked him if he was interested in her, he said no. a week later they are together. what pisses me off is that this shit will keep poping up in my head, and i really need to concentrate on school right now. this is bullshit. my only comfort right now is God. thanks you all for your sympathy. Last edited by Psycho_Laughs; Jan 07, 05 at 12:01 AM. |