Mar 30, 05
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Originally Posted by nico
Doll, ya really did jump in head first... your love, your drugs, "your forum". You can't expect people to embrace you with open arms when you're preaching about how wonderful drug culture is: tons of people on fnk have had either friends w/ serious problems or problems themselves, lost loved ones, seen people go from bright little bubbles like yourself to dried out shells. To see someone call it all happy and roses maybe won't go over so well. 15 is a young age even if you don't want to admit it, but you haven't even lived yet! And saying that your brain is developed moreso than most other people your age isn't correct, as you can't speed biology. Development occurs across the lifespan.
If you like to party, that's cool, so did I at 15... then I took a couple of years off, got involved with stuff, travelled abroad, got scholarships, and now 5 years later I'm having the time of my life and I'm IN the prime of my life. You don't want to miss out on all that do ya, for some parties, to show how hardcore you are?
I felt grown-up too when I was 15 but when I look back it really is kind of a joke, although it all seems so serious at the time. You're looking around to find your niche, for awhile it may have been candy kid, now you're trying out the junglist thing, you'll find it eventually. Don't hate on yourself, you'll find yourself eventually but it takes awhile. For the most part, I don't think people are trying to be mean to you- just think about what you do and what you say (and the impact thereof) beforehand!
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right befor i was about to get off fnk i read what u just said befor i decited to never look back at this. and i no were ur coming from but hey i no 15 is a young age but i grew up knowing and seeing things that a realy shouldnt have and ur talkin about peoples problems and love ones dieing and shit ..so u dont think i went through shit like that or even seen shit like that cuz i have ...i use drugs to exscape reality ill admit it but thats cuz i dont like all the things that comes with it. i have great friends thats all i need to keep me going and u all may say friends arent allways there for u....well the ones i have r and im allways there for them. u all dont no me and i dont no u but shure i may be a fucked up little girl that when u look at me it sickens u but w/e thats the way i like it i guess cuz thats all i see when i look at my self and im still hear and will be for sometime so RAVE ON everyone im not going to be lookin at this forum again if u realy wanna say sumthin mean or nice or w/e private message me or sumthin but im out bye
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