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i've just read this entire thread.... and im just like.. what the fuck...........
i'm not gonna say i'm the most experienced person when it comes to drugs, but i've done my share and i've tried enough drugs and met enough people completely hooked on many different things like coke, heroin, jib (mostly actually) to have an open opinion on what drugs do.
truth is... most people i've met who are addicted to any substance have gone crazy... whether it be mildly crazy, or fucking insane. sad thing is they need their drugs to be sane.... but watching them fiend for it? holy shit..... they go crazy i tell you. i had a VERY close friend who got addicted to coke first, then moved on to jib, then touched on heroin for a lil while until she overdosed and almost died... she then learnt her lesson so shes doing it alot less but damn there was a while when shed go fuckin crazy when she didnt have the money to get her drugs, so as a girl, shed use her tits and pussy and fuck all the people who could get her the drugs...... its a sad sad case but when u meet people like her, u learn from her mistakes.... and i'm not gonna blame her for being like that... because deep down shes a very good person.. but drugs ruined her.... and shes having a tough time to become a sober person again..... and i know she REALLY wants to be a sober person again....... oh man.... i love her so much but things went terribly wrong........
so all you people who've said i wanna try this and this and this.... well go ahead. its not that bad to know whats out there in terms of drugs, but remember..... drugs can COMPLETELY take over your head! and i'm not saying this like a fuckin school counsellor! i've seen lives being ruined because of simply snorting a point of jib just for kicks. i've seen people steal money from wherever they could possibly steal just to afford a FUCKIN GRAM OF COKE!
i'm sad to say that i've lost a few friends that have been EXTREMEMLY close to me because of drugs. theyre still alive.. haha no not dead! hehe but i've lost complete contact with them.... i just couldnt handle the person they had become. i tried to fix them.. i really did... but drugs turned them into a t otally different person i first knew them as.... each case is a long story and theyre extremely personal to me... i dont know why i'm telling this much already on this public forum but i feel its necessary. it seems apparant that alot of people on this board are still young.... but once u see the long term effects drugs have... damn..... uLL just wish u had never tried them in the first place........
well im gonna refrain from going into details because theyre too personal to me... but just smarten up.... in the end its just not worth it
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Jul 10, 02
