post E trauma

[Moon]

god i hate sketchyness

you start to freak out and get so unnecessarily paranoid at the dumbest shiet

blah makes me wonder if E is even worth doing...

i can have just as much fun sober, or a few beers
hahaha

[Courtney]

no kidding dude...i keep trying to stop e but i ALWAYS slip!!
but after i do it i sketch about the stupidest shit ever and get all emotional over things that dont even matter!!
ya alcohol can be just as fun and no sketchiness for like a week after!!!

[Moon]

exactly!

even tho E is pretty damn fun and it totally makes the night fun, the sketchyness isnt worth it

makes you go crazy!

booooo to E =)

[Sh4n3]

hmmmm lots of my friends talk about this but i don't see it
the only thing i HATE about it is I fiend for more when i'm coming down and it makes you feel THE shittiest

[sh4un]

ive heard alot of ppl say familiar stuff like this

but everytime im sketchy i actually enjoy myself...
its like being high
but not e high just a dif kinda high
its FUN!
like i look 4ward 2 sketchy sundays chillin with buds
its always an adventure

[Courtney]

no way sketchiness is not fun!!! ive been sketchy from other things as well (bad times) and seriosuly i HATE the feeling of complete paranoia and depression!!! say i pop on a saturday i dont feel normal till like thursday...seriously!!!
k-pryde- ya i plan to go sober to summer breakz and starting september im like not gonna pop for a year im hoping

[Sh4n3]

if you wanna stop for a year then why are you planning on continuing after this period?

[Moon]

partying sober is so much fun =) except its hard to do cuz it helps to fully appreciate the music.. but when you do damn you can dance as hard as you can all night and still feel energized =)

sketchiness is fun when u have a nice fat sack of weed waiting to be smoked =) but other than that just a straight comedown blows....

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[Courtney]

sh4n3- cuz its summer for me and when school starts thats when im gonna stop for good...and i wuz doing good up until my holiday when i wuz offered e and i coodnt resist
damn me!!

[Courtney]

and yea k pryde ive partied sober and i rilly like it!!
sober meaning drunk haha

[got_rice]

i dont get sketchy

[Moon]

good stuff

i'm gonna go back to my stellas for good now
hehehe

[GiggleyGal]

Being sketchy sucks!!! All I want 2 do is sleep but I can't!! It gets sooooooo frustrating!!!

[crookedking]

jib sketch is worse.

[~lazee_grrl~]

i hate being sketchy...it does suck!!

and yes tim...i think jib sketch is definitely the worse~

[Sykonee]

*Remembers scene in Human Traffic...

Remember, kidz! Your new best friends were still strangers at the beginning of the nite:119:

[stringbeans]

i dont think ive ever really had post e trauma.. im always just super tired and sleep deprived after e... but im never depressed or extremely stupid

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[k3v1n™]

sketchin is fun, its like being still high.. well i guess its dif.. but ur still fukt up! lol

and boging while ur hella smacked out is the funnest, u get so high offa so little

[sh4un]

exactly kev :)

[Gold Streaks]

sketchyness can be fun! what i do is have a few ppl over and drink beer. lots and lots of beer. its a good chance to veg out and watch tv. too paranoid to go outside.

[prozac]

Wait till you guys start to reap the long term consequences.

From around June 99 till December 2001 I did a lot of E. There were periods of months where I did itat least 3 times a week. Only after I stopped did I notice some serious damage it had done to my brain.

I started having these crazy panic attacks where I would just be paralyzed with fear, unable to breathe, heart pounding. I would have mood swings like you would never imagine. I'd get to school at 8:00 smiling and singing, thinking about how great my life is, and by the time first block was finished I'd be crying and wishing I had the nerve to kill myself. My boyfriend and I started having these psycho fights because we had such wierd short-term memory loss we'd forget why we angry and that would only make us angrier.

It was only then that I started digging up information on studies that have shown one of the main long-term side effects of e is panic attacks, or found out things like when this cop told me ecstasy users are going to go crazy later in life because they have this type of memory loss that interferes with their ability to cope with stress. Hmmmmm...this shit sounds familiar, don't it?

Why do you think you sketch? Cus the shit is killing your brain.

I'm not trying to preach. I mean, I love E, and I still do it once every few months, but there is a price we pay, and it ain't $15 a cap. Is getting high today worth psychosis tomorrow? Something to think about anyways...

[-InFiNiTi-]

ya i totally agree with u guys..the whole after sketch from the e..is totally not worth it..for those like....3-4 hrs of being high....and yet..i continue to do it.....hahahahaha..i just dont get myself sometimes...

[sNyx]

I love sketchin out sundays tho! It's like an extention of the drug, and if your down for just chillin and smoking pot its the shit! AS LONG AS IT DOESNT BLEED INTO MONDAY its all good :)

[*STARFISH*]

haha.. sketchy soberness is the bestest!!!