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Originally Posted by KenJi
I did it for 3 years mostly on and off but straight for liek a year and half, been off it for about the same time.
and i'm not fine. never completly fine. I still have nerve damage in my hands hence shaky fingers.
Yes mentally i'm fine but your never the same. I mean it never the same.
The shit is evil and you can get so caught up in it your emotions will be a wreck
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well, 3 years.... to 1 night is a lot different... i dont have shaky fingers, no nerve damage or anything, menatally i am fine... and physically I am too, pretty much... im done with drugs almost.. ive had almost 1 complete year with some hard stuff... such as e, mush, acid, tried meth, and some stuff..... lots of pot... but to go anywhere.... i dont know, is it worth it? havent done e in a while so thats good, and i dont plan on it... but ive done acid 2 times now.. and its really fun, but i will be doing it a few more times.. i have like 15 more hits... ill either sell or do with friends or give away, but after that.. im pretty done with hard drugs, or any drugs.... but out of all the drugs i have done, best: acid/mush worst: crystal meth, medium... E, but yah, just the after effects of drugs off 1 year... just dont feel the same right, and I plan to stop around.... september, my birthday, and after that... pot/boose til im about 20-21... it all depends on where things go with my life... and my friends life right, like i might smoke a joint once in a while after 21, but nothing like I do now.. like an eighth a day or so:P but yah... plan is to stop eventually, thought i would have 1 year of drug experimenting,.. tried most stuff except coke and some other shit