time to quit...

TrYpTaMiNe · #1 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

Well, it has been almost 1 year since i started touching the hard drugs, and I think its time to stop, I just feel stupid, and I know im not. This weekend will be the last time i do drugs for a while at least, hopefully for a long while, this is including pot, if I can do that, other drugs... ive done meth, never again, did it once, people said that i would get addicted and do it again, well news to you, i never touched it again. LSD, fun shit none the less, but after doing that recently, my perception on everything is just different, i might do that a few more times.. like shambahala type occasions. E, if i go to godspeed tommorrow which is the plan, i will probably drop a tab, or just get drunk. Havent touched E for 3 months, and im happy about that, mush.... i dont know about them, they were fun, but after doing acid I would want to do acid more than mush. But I dunno, drugs just do it for me anymore, they did... but now they dont, I will probably do acid a few more times with close friends, spread out through the year, not just for no reason, but I am almost 19 and my life is going to start, and drugs are not the way to get a good start, like just even pot, it makes me quiet sometimes and I hate it lol, but yah, no one probably even cares, just thought id say something :)

Cdn_Brdr · #2 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

You're first mistake is the 'just one more time' mentality. It ends up becoming a habit just saying that.

In either case I hope it works out for you.... drug free or at least drugs in moderation are a lot better than being a regular user.

Clayton. · #3 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

Imagine the feeling of doing e and other hard drugs for over 4 years.

Very shitty.

TrYpTaMiNe · #4 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

^^ exactly what i wont want.... havent done blow, and dont plan to

zarlon · #5 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

^ huh? your a confusing guy

good luck, and as cdn_bdr said 'just one more time' mentality can really bite you in the ass. so as before.. good luck, but watch out now! :)

mapleleaf4ever · #6 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

Good luck, I hope you stick to your Guns. :)

Clayton. · #7 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

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Originally Posted by tekno_balla

^^ exactly what i wont want.... havent done blow, and dont plan to

That's good coke is evil.

TrYpTaMiNe · #8 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

yah like... i know i will do it again, i want to, but not every time... llike i was gettin savagely into it, but itll be ok, i know my plan, and thats that:P

BrownThug · #9 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

niceo ne....i doubt you'll stop acid hahaha

TrYpTaMiNe · #10 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

^^ well, im not TO savage into it, i love it yes, but ive done it like 3 times, its not something im going to do every weekend

fantasy20 · #11 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

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good luck, and as cdn_bdr said 'just one more time' mentality can really bite you in the ass. so as before.. good luck, but watch out now! :)[/quote]
ya totally true QUIT WHILE UR AHEAD
believe me ive been clean for 4 months and i dont ever plan on going back...
be strong and hold on u can do it remember drugs r for users and users are losers... no offence to those that still like to pop e its ur life and ur brain ur screwing up
party responsibly

sidekick · #12 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

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Originally Posted by Cdn_Brdr

You're first mistake is the 'just one more time' mentality. It ends up becoming a habit just saying that.

very true. when i stopped doing a lot of drugs i just stopped doing them. i never had a 'last party'. every party turns into the 'last party' if you say that.

Zz-MR.VAIN-zZ · #13 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

It's quite hard to avoid drugs during the teens, it's such a common societal thing now. You just need to take it one day at a time as all the ppl in NA and AA do it.

sidekick · #14 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

^if you actually look at the percentage of teens using hard drugs it's actually quite low.

zarlon · #15 (**permalink**) Mar 04, 05

"last party" means you dont really want to stop

so does "last cap" haha

"ok guys this is my last cap!" *tosses into mouth*

FeelGood · #16 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

goodluck.

TrYpTaMiNe · #17 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

yuppppp did acid on the weekend first time in a while.. just with some friends, had a good time..... did it at UBC, fun place to do it! but no more e tho, ill do acid once in a while, a bunch of my friends want to go camping and do it, so maybe.. i dunno, something to think about, but ive cut down a lot, which is awesome haha

impure · #18 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

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Originally Posted by tekno_balla

yuppppp did acid on the weekend first time in a while.. just with some friends, had a good time..... did it at UBC, fun place to do it! but no more e tho, ill do acid once in a while, a bunch of my friends want to go camping and do it, so maybe.. i dunno, something to think about, but ive cut down a lot, which is awesome haha

oh, that's so good to know, i can now rest at ease.
finally i can sleep at night again.

TrYpTaMiNe · #19 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

^^ shut the fuck up

impure · #20 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

^^why don't you?
you open your stupid mouth all the fucking time.
at least a mildly intelligent though comes out of mine from time to time.
you just spew this mind pollution constantly.
it leaves one feeling violated and insults the intelligence of most.

TrYpTaMiNe · #21 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

lol, go inject some meth ok?

broken_angel69 · #22 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

wow... i think im just reaching the point you have. Its all fun untill you wake up one day and realize that its the same old shit every weekend. all ive actually gotten out of all the fun ive had with drugs is a smaller vocabulary and afew less friends because of it. I honestly think its time i smarten up cuz this isn't the way i want to start my life. I haven't done anything in a week and im hoping to move on without looking back. Good luck and i hope you can do the same. :)

impure · #23 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

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Originally Posted by tekno_balla

lol, go inject some meth ok?

ouch.
that one hurt.
no, really, i'm crying right now.

impure · #24 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

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Originally Posted by tekno_balla

lol, go inject some meth ok?

*loads rig*

TrYpTaMiNe · #25 (**permalink**) Mar 22, 05

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Originally Posted by broken_angel69

wow... i think im just reaching the point you have. Its all fun untill you wake up one day and realize that its the same old shit every weekend. all ive actually gotten out of all the fun ive had with drugs is a smaller vocabulary and afew less friends because of it. I honestly think its time i smarten up cuz this isn't the way i want to start my life. I haven't done anything in a week and im hoping to move on without looking back. Good luck and i hope you can do the same. :)

yah, how old are you? i know the feeling too, but what about pot? ill still do some stuff in moderation, but nothing on the weekend "just because"