May 13, 01
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Changes...
There are a lot of changes going on in my life right now. Most for the worst, but I'm going to fight hard to work through them. It's going to take one hell of a long time, but I know in the end, it'll be worth all the pain.
So for now, this is goodbye to F&K. I never thought I'd be able to leave this place, but I know it'd be the best for now. I love all of you guys, and I just want to thank you for being there for me. For offering me words of encouragement and support, and some damn good laughs when nobody else could put a smile on my face. As for parties, I might be hitting up Summerlove...maybe not even. For sure, Wicked in October, cuz it's my one year party. Other than that, most likely none til next year. If I do, I'll be sure to hit up the F&K meet and see all your friendly faces. I'll be back sooner or later, but probably not for the next few months. If anybody ever needs to talk, ICQ me at 364713, or e-mail me at [email protected]. I won't be on ICQ too often either, but I'll check my e-mail everyday. (sorry 'bout the sap...you know how I get :051: ) Last words from Pac himself... Come on come on I see no changes wake up in the morning and I ask myself is life worth living should I blast myself? I'm tired of bein' poor and even worse I'm black my stomach hurts so I'm lookin' for a purse to snatch Cops give a damn about a negro pull the trigger kill a ***** he's a hero Give crack to the kids who the hell cares one less ugly mouth on the welfare First ship 'em dope & let 'em deal the brothers give 'em guns step back watch 'em kill each other It's time to fight back that's what Huey said 2 shots in the dark now Huey's dead I got love for my brother but we can never go nowhere unless we share with each other We gotta start makin' changes learn to see me as a brother instead of 2 distant strangers and that's how it's supposed to be How can the Devil take a brother if he's close to me? I'd love to go back to when we played as kids but things changed, and that's the way it is Come on come on That's just the way it is Things'll never be the same That's just the way it is aww yeah I see no changes all I see is racist faces misplaced hate makes disgrace to races We under I wonder what it takes to make this one better place, let's erase the wasted Take the evil out the people they'll be acting right 'cause both black and white is smokin' crack tonight and only time we chill is when we kill each other it takes skill to be real, time to heal each other And although it seems heaven sent We ain't ready, to see a black President, uhh It ain't a secret don't conceal the fact the penitentiary's packed, and it's filled with blacks But some things will never change try to show another way but you stayin' in the dope game Now tell me what's a mother to do bein' real don't appeal to the brother in you You gotta operate the easy way "I made a G today" But you made it in a sleazy way sellin' crack to the kid. " I gotta get paid," Well hey, well that's the way it is We gotta make a change... It's time for us as a people to start makin' some changes. Let's change the way we eat, let's change the way we live and let's change the way we treat each other. You see the old way wasn't working so it's on us to do what we gotta do, to survive. And still I see no changes can't a brother get a little peace It's war on the streets & the war in the Middle East Instead of war on poverty they got a war on drugs so the police can bother me And I ain't never did a crime I ain't have to do But now I'm back with the blacks givin' it back to you Don't let 'em jack you up, back you up, crack you up and pimp slap you up You gotta learn to hold ya own they get jealous when they see ya with ya mobile phone But tell the cops they can't touch this I don't trust this when they try to rush I bust this That's the sound of my tool you say it ain't cool my mama didn't raise no fool And as long as I stay black I gotta stay strapped & I never get to lay back 'Cause I always got to worry 'bout the pay backs some buck that I roughed up way back comin' back after all these years rat-a-tat-tat-tat-tat that's the way it is uhh Last edited by Erica; May 13, 01 at 09:13 PM. 
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May 13, 01
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Erica =O*( well thats whats best for you..Ill miss you .. Well talk on icq still right? When will i see you again.. the last ime i saw you was winterlove.. im so proud of you.. you know that..u can party anytime... having fun comes last.. focus on everything else..
tell me how things go.. keep me updated..! best of luck *hugs* good bye erica
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May 13, 01
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i know i didn't talk to you all that much... but i am going to miss your posts...
good luck in whatever you will be doing in your time away and i hope to actually get to meet you sometime in the future!! i just realized i never actually got to meet you!! i met your friends... but not you! and, i'm here if ya need someone
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May 13, 01
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NOOOOO I'M GONNA MISS YOO!!!
you have my ICQ if you need someone to talk to .. gonna miss yoo hun! :003:
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May 13, 01
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BOB SAYS NO! AND BOB MEANS BUSINESS!
U CAN'T GO. BOB SAYS SO.
:( not without some kinda going away party and/or get together... sorry... did too many drugs this weekend... feeling sappy aftereffects......... ur on my icq list but... i'm not too talkative on icq... u can always e-mail me... [email protected] i'm always here...
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May 13, 01
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You gotta do what you gotta do...
I'm gonna miss you sooooooooooooo much Erica!! We'll still talk on icq though...RIGHT?!! and we can phone each other and stuff. but still...i'm gonna miss your posts. You've always gone out of your way to help us out and now it's your time to shine. i'm gonna miss you lots... *hug* CHEERS :003:
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May 13, 01
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E-R-I-C-A!!!!
I can't believe that you're saying good bye :003: to us...
It's been fantastic meeting you...and getting to know who you really are...I know that you're having some difficult times right now, and it feels like nothing is going you're way, but hang in there because I know you're strong, and I know that deep inside you was to be *alive* again You know where I am...and come back to us soon, okay? We'll all be thinking about you babe :038: You're *evil twin* :050: kiMMie
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May 14, 01
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ERICA~...i know i've never really talked to u much but jsut by reading ur posts and everythign..ur such an awesome person....thanx for always giving advice whenever needed and being there for all of us...so sad to hear u gotta go but wutever is best for u...u know we'd support u in any way~...good luck and hopefully see u sumtime!!..*hugz*..ur gonna be missed lots!!:051:
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May 14, 01
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GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
no way!! awww mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn yikesss. this succcccccccksssssssss whys' every one leaving nahhhhhhhhhhhhh well erica u gotta promise me that one day u'll show me ur art cuz I still haven't gotten to see it yet and I'm totally excited to see it one day :D and meet you too!! haven't metchoo before!! gahhh but I totally think ur ever so long and well thought posts were awesome and I hope u can come back and drop by sumtime on f&k cuz it juss wont be the same withoutcha!! ahhhh *huGSSSSSSSSSSSS* if ya don't mind I'll email ya frum time to time to see wutsup~ : D hope 2 get to meetcha soon!!
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Jul 21, 06
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yay i love bjsinpjs
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Aug 03, 06
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i just sent her a message... the wierd thing is, is that i have ben thinking about her alot. I miss her and i dont have her on msn anymore(i dont have anyone on msn) i sent her a PM cuz its too mother fuckin later to talk on the phone plus id sound like a drunk chickenfinger eating mother fucker anyway. yo why did you revive this shit matt? anyway im gonna try and get erica to come to apex.
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ps - i love azn_sweet_EEEEEEEEEEEEEE too!
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