this is weird

[cinist]

well i was goin through sum old things and i found all these poems i wrote when i was younger, very weird stuff mostly disturbing really. but they are maikg me laugh so iLL give yall one to laugh at too

sitting here
mind full of confusion
close my eyes, it plays
a fantastic illusion.
smoke and ashes
spent most my days
body relaxiN
guilt and memories
pain seems everlastin
never stagger from my plan
to find out where it all began
uncertianty and finality
hard to grasp my reality
pray my best for the innocent fatalities
looking out at tha world
my view is becoming hazy
dont you ever call me lazy!
my mind runs laps,
around whut you call stability
moral and honesty
each persons responsibility
always strive to gain credibility
lastly, forseen unjust reality
is the most tragic of atrocities

like i said weird...... the one below is fucked up too later...:)

i'm going through life full of spite
after all ain't that my right?
why was i given this life if i wasn't supposed to fight
i might just go out all night!
hah! i already did that every other night
i used to smoke from a hash pipe
but it wasn't enough so now its on to tha crack pipe
i used to have to beg my parents to please not fight
now they want to act all holy and right?
ask'N me why i just dont get straight
maybe i should lend them sum insight
let them know what i think about at night
right before i hit up that little glass pipe
dont they know how it makes everything feel alright?
and there are to many of us for you to save
but if you want to make us behave
teach us how to fight the demons inside
because trust me, we've already tried.....