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Jul 10, 01
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6:55 pm
I'm so hungry!! man i can smell what my mom is cooking in the kitchen!! mmmm.! Craig David - fill me in, GOOD! its freakin' hot today!! WOW! i'm in a surprisingly good mood. Janet Jackson- Someone to call my lover is another good song! GOOD SONGS! hmmm so......bored! ah well! I'm outs :GrassHopp 
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Jul 10, 01
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Bah i wish i could sing!
i should workout more. someone juss called for some servey and dey asked if i was 18, haha i said no! haha i am 18!! dey asked if my rents are home.......i said NO! hahah my mom is in the kitchen and my dad is outside! ah hahahah stupid ppl!! hmmm still hungry!! hmmmm....... good summer is here! summer is awsome! Yeah if i won the lottery, i'd buy 4 Vetts; 1 manual drop-top, 1 auto drop-top, 1 manual hard-top, 1 auto hard-top. Also would get myself a Lincon Navigator. hmmmm......$$......wish i had some! AH well DINNER TIME! I'm outs! :GrassHopp
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Jul 10, 01
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7:30 hey? what a waste of a day. made lots of money. still wanna go home. i recently read a good book....eldrige cleaver's soul on ice. there was lots i didn't realte to but some stuff i did. mostly the stuff about men and women and how they interact. am i the only one who dwells on this stuff. the way i see it (and eldrige puts it into words liek so): men follow a suit called the "supermasculine menial" meaning that they need to feel like what society deems a man. women follow a suit called the "ultrafeminine menial" and they feel that they need to live up to what society deems a woman. this turns into a viscious cirlce of men feeding of women to acheive their super masculinity and women feeding off men to acheive thier own ultra femininity. i see this in everyday life. think about highschool. who are the popular ones? the over acheivers? in a physical sense...usually someone living up to the super masculine or ultra feminine ideals...or in business....feminine men and masculine women seem to have a harder time. not going as far maybe? not feeling as fulfilled? does this have anything to do with someone being gay? could it play a part? i dunno. i gotta read more of this guys stuff...really makes me think.
where are all these fish in the pond my mother says is so big? why can't i seem to relate to anyone on a personal level? am i a bad person? do people see something in me that i don't see myself? should i worry about these kind of things? i only want a down to earth, smart level headed guy who like to have fun and who like to have happy times. i just want someone to make me smile. so shoot me? should i move home? go to skool? learn how to spell skewl? i dunno. gotta set some bucks aside for a party. get away form everyday life for awhile and sink into that feeling of love and unity. i'm thirsty. i'll be back and for anyone who actually read through all my jibberish and can make any sense of my ramblings I THANK YOU:027:
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Jul 10, 01
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:) It is really nice reading everyone's thoughts... :)
more random stuff from me! Damn pesticide test tomorrow!! I'm afraid i mite run out of gas-nooo!!!! going to surrey...hmmmm i'll probably get lost. and damnit why do i have to drive everyone?? i feel like i get used 4 my car sumtimes....that sux especially cuz everyone is always complaining bout how i'm such a bad driver!!! ack i better pass the test..or i'm gunna feel really really stupid... well actually..who cares! cuz i'm quitting Crappy Tires as soon as i get the chance! i hope jarred comes through 4 me and i get a job at starbucks..that'll be sweet! we are all gunna quit and get jobs at the same place. simone and ingmar can kiss all our asses!! i hate being not appreciated..and not trusted. screw them!:024: nice day...just lazing around..too bad the power went out rite while i was in the middle of watching a movie. watching what about bob? rite now...i LOVE this movie!! soo awesome..bill murray is great!! I need sum more star/heart beads...and i need sum new earrings..and i need red pants.and a white hat..and a pink visor..and dark denim capris and a couple more tank tops. i luv my dad for giving me a hundred bucks! and my $80 tax refund was nice..and i still gotta cash my june paycheck for teaching tap. i got money rite now! yay! my mom pisses me off a lot...i am thinking about telling my parents everything bout me and just saying whatever to what they think and if they dont like it then they can kick me out! i really dun care that much..meh i've been kinda bitter lately. i just hate getting mean looks when i come home at like 11:30....my curfew should be at least 2...fuck!!! i hate my mom! urgh just came in...everytime she talks 2 me she pisses me off!!!!! damnit! whatever..i'm done now. =Þ
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Jul 10, 01
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I have a mars bar sitting in front of me, screaming to be eaten, but I don't have the heart to eat it. Not feeling like eating chocolate today. Does that mean I don't feel like sex today either, seeing that sex and chocolate are closely related?
I made chicken quesadillas this evening for supper for me. YAY! First time in a long time that I actually cooked something that didn't come out of a package! It was mmm mmm good. I had to call up my sister who told me how to make them for some info on how long to put them in the oven...woopsies*giggles* bad bad idea. I think I interrupted something...her boyfriend/roomate answered the phone breathless, and my sister was giggling and happy when she got on the phone telling me she was *stuck to the couch because she was sweaty* hmmmm...woops. I just have the worse timing, don't I? That's another thing...my sister. She lives up in Kelowna and has a *roomate* yah. they're roomates all rite. My parents think that that is all he is. But really, they are boy/girlfriend, and my sister has told me and my lil sis that they will be announcing their engagement in about 6 months. HAHA! I wonder what my parents will think! They are soooo stoopid! they even visited my sister this weekend, and apparently her bed was taken down and all her blankets and pillows were on his bed...they still didn't notice! THEY'RE SOOOOOO DUMB! haha! *sigh* I talked to my best friend on the phone today for about an hour and a half. I NEVER get to see her anymore. She lives all the way out in new west, and i'm here in aldy. SO far away when there's no bus service and no car. I miss her. I want to have the same friendship that we had before. I want to be able to talk to her and know who all the people are that she's talking about, and not think *ohyah. these are her new friends*. I haven't seen my boyfriend since Friday nite. That's a long time, but it's nothing new. I don't get to see my boyfriend enough!!! He only lives 10 minutes away by car, but either i'm at work when he wants to do something, or he's going out with friends. I'm really scared that it won't work out:( I want it to. It would hurt me so much if it didn't, partly because I'd lose him, and partly because I gave up something soooo supa special to go out with him. All my worries go away when I see him though, and that's when I know that things are great! He makes me smile when I see him, and I just cry inside when I can't see him. I'm attempting to drink an entire tetra brick of orange juice right now because I'm sick and I want to get rid of this cold. OJ=vitamin C=NO MORE COLD! Think I can do it? well, i'm more than half way there anyways! I want cuddles right now. I want to be sleeping in my hunny's arms right now. Next week I have 3 days off. I'm thinking of going up to Kelowna to get away from my parents and to visit my sister. I think i'll ask my boyfriend if he'll go up with me. That'd be soo much fun. Fun in the sun away from everyone over here. Everyone especially my parents...i won't get started with them. I want a car. I want to move out. I want cuddles. School starts back up in september. Then i'll go to the councellors and start plans for going to BCIT. can't wait. My ex boyfriend is great. I just talked to him online. I think he sorta brushed me off. We decided to stay friends, but i think we're drifting away already:( I don't want that, but he said it's up to me to keep in touch. So i guess if i don't call him then I don't get to be friends with him. how is that fair?! But I put that upon myself, and i have to deal with it myself. work....I want to work at a cd store. No more SAANs. It's alright rite now. I just hate my assistant manager because she's a lazy lady who is trying to be a teenager again...she comes to work in stuff that us teens wear. She's even went out and bought the same clothes as me because she liked them. I am not happy but I am happy. That doesn't make sense to you, and it still doesn't make sense to me. Doctors suck. I have to end this now. haha. too much thoughts for one post. maybe another time. I'm almost done my Orange juice. haha. yumyum orange juice is good. Do you think I could get a vitamin C overdose from drinking too much OJ?? hehe. gotta end this now. Dezzie out.
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Jul 12, 01
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heh..nice bet their yoko..um..hope u win? or loose? w hichever you want? heh..
but it's good 2 hear you're having a good time over there.. in quebec land.. =P hm..more random thoughts for the day... it might get long..so be rpepared (girl guildes motto..hah.. damnit i suck..) hm.. ever thought so much about something, and everything that you thought you couldn't think about anything else anymroe like.. you're all thunk out (doe that make sense?) and ever cried so much.. that you feel you can't cry anymore like you've run outta tears? ah.. why must things be so confusing.. i was finally start to feel better the other day..and i was all happy and hyper (WAAAAAHAAA!!) and like.. i dunno now it's just like blah.. i'm glad i went.. if i hadn't then iw ouldn't of been like this tho i don't liek being like this i'm hoping it might be worth it in the end... but what did he mean? he said so much.. yet i don't understand it i can't stop thinking bout it ahh.. did you know when i zone out.. i go cross eyes?? no wonder everyone can tell when i'm zoned out.. my eyes go outta focus and i go cross eyed i can shake my eyes i figured this all out cuz of him.. he said it when i zoned out ah.. sat there for so long and the guy playing poolw as lik e"SWEET POTATOES!" it was funny who says "SWEET POTATOES"?? i guess that guy ppl are weird.. but it seems so normal to be weird so weird = normal normal = weird and if normal is weird adn weird is nromal then we're all normal/weird right?? would htat make us ABNORMAL.. no... what's "weird" is those who are themselves.. and it's more normal to be yourself so if you act like everyone else to be normal you becum the weird one when you're trying to act nromal tho if you were normal you'd be yourself which is weird.. (is this making any sense? no..didn't think so..) have you ever... drove/walked/seen pics of something.....like.. that just makes you wonder? why did it happened...who was involved... that kinda thing.. like on my way to work.. on one of the highways or whatever it is.. there's these VERY dark tired marks..start off and get dark very fast.. and they lead right into the ditch... and jsut stop there.. the concrete is broken, they must've been going so fast.. who were "they"? what were they driving? were they okay? was anyone else involved? what exactly happened this sad night? was it even at night? was it during the day? we're they killeD? did they kill someone else? did they swerve to not hit an animal? we're they high/drunk? or were they sober? what were they driving? car or truck/suv? what made them lose control? are they okie? who helped them? did they help themselves? just..basically.. what happened that day/night? i think.. WAY 2 much... ahhhhhh *goes crazy*
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Jul 13, 01
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I saw her again.....
I was at school.
No classes, just taking care of some stuff. There she was....... She's absolutely beautiful. Breathtaking is a more accurate description actually. Then she smiled at me. I just melted at that point. Didn't know what to say. I fumbled for words...... Only in my head though. My mouth doesn't fumble, my brain won't let it. I know I gotta have her. I'm only like that when I come across someone that is...... special. Lack of a better word...... fumbling again. -Dwight:Somatic:
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Jul 13, 01
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thoughts thoughts thoughts..
fuck..does the brain ever stop thinking for a while?? well..lets see wuts on my mind now.. my summer skool teacher picks on me..jsut cuz i'm sposedly one of teh stupid ones.. a big fuck u to her cuz she's making me do all my hwk and handing it into her....BLAH then.hmm...i need a dress... yeah..i shopped downtown, oakridge, metro, and dropped my lougheed today.. why can't i find ne dress i like or that fits me..grrr.. i wish i could just wear shorts and a tank or sumthing..aiys~ ...does this game ever end??.. mixed signal...feelings thrown back and forth,.,.stop it.. i just want to stop it all... or am i just the one who keeps sparking at this flame.. burn burn burn and go away... ashes to ashes..lalala.. gotta work out..gotta work out. i forgot to stretch again..=(..but yeah.. and BBQ's suck...i have like 3-4 every weeek...getting so gross..too much meat..not enuf veggies... i wish i had sume pineapple rite now.. mmmm~
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Jul 13, 01
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yoyo
3:01 am.
i was supposed to sleep an hour ago. oh wellz. i need a gf or a fuck buddy :027: ; whichever comes first (or maybe BOTH!! joking JOKING). Y'kno one of them *hot nammer* or *cute honger* or *hot/cute taiwaneezier*, well acutally just any azn girl that looks good and IS good :) Anyone here 16 or under ? azn? hot/fine/cute/goodlooking? good personality? doesn't rave tooooo much *e is bad 4 u*? (am i bein too picky??) blah.. am i desperate or wut eh?? lookin for galz on f&k. :002: - peace
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Jul 13, 01
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this thread is dope! YA!
hmm. more thoughts from meeh! i like this song i just downloaded (The Corrs - All The Love In The World) it's good.. 2day is friday the 13th.. mm..be careful.. it's *now* a speshul day.. yaaa.. =] i'm relieved now.. some things have worked out it's good now.. not as much pain and confusion as before.. ah.. u dunno how good this feels soon i'll get hug him and hold one again.. =] i missed him.... there's not much else on my mind at the moment..'cept i hate my sleeping patterns i need a nother job 2.. arg.. where's the damned newspaper?? anyone know anywhere that's hiring? (that's NOT mcdicks.. or a fastfood place like that.. somewhere..like.. a coffee shop would be okie.. but no MCDICKS) yaaa.a. that's all for now..
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Jul 14, 01
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blah.......the mind never stops thinking......you try to "clear" ur mind but that never works for me
i'm so tired, i should be goin to sleep but don't wanna for some odd reason....i luv sleepin!! oh my bros home, gotta go thinkin about quittin work, what should i do? mad that i didn't get an interview for the job i wanted....stoopid ppl!! my throats dry and so are my eyes i saw him today, looked pretty good why am i still not over it? pls help! i'm gettin a little better about what i didnt know what's been bothering me walked wit my head down and tried not to look up or then i would cry feelings ramble on and on in my mind and body......argh don't like this song........goin to sleep now so nite nite everyone!!!
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Jul 14, 01
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I hope you guys are havin' as much fun as I am. I'm pissed and enjoying it. Some more alcohol would be appreciated....HAHA!!!:Kimmie: :027: :Kimmie: :027:
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Jul 15, 01
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lalala what the fuck am i doing home on a saturday nite? well i'll tell i have no car and i have no money ..... grrrr it sucks to me . Oh what da cheryl has so many post that damn slut ( hee hee) stop posting .... haven't been here for a while .... blah getting so bored w/ everthing.
Oh i went for this wicked ice-cream yesterday w/ friends and now that i think about it i could go for some more ..... Ahhh i really really want a job a hope that i get a phoned back from jacob .... oh oh pretty pls let me get a job. ok ok going to watch the wedding planer , it better be good because that is my only entertainment for today .... ok buh bye peeps.
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Jul 15, 01
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glenda ~ i have os many..cuz i'm a slut..i can't help myself..
but you can catch up! if you want..haha... oh and it' sokie.. i'm home on a saturday 2.. and the weddingplanner is a good movie.. i cried *haha* but it's good.. my parents bought meeh some oreo ice cream.. YAY! and i get spaghettie 2nite.. i've been craving it but then i've had the hiccups for like 5 minutes!! FUCKING HELL! they won't go away i might be getting a bird...mm.. i wonder if it'll talk like bobby did? bobby was cool.. i miss him.. (or was it a her? heh) oh well.. there's a squirrel in my front lawn.. it hides nuts in my garden DAMNIT! i have to work the A shift 2morrow.. i gotta wake up at 9..argness to the args.... that is all.... you are the weakest link! good bye! *half smile and retardedly attempts to wink*
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Jul 16, 01
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lalalala oh my tummy wants some food but i'm much to lazy to get up and go get me some food ... maybe later but i don't think i will. Blah it is RAINING OUT SIDE!!!! isn't it summer ? yeah that is what i thought
Great i have to WALK IN THE RAIN to 7/11 so i can get me some stamp , so then i can mail my resume to sum guy .... grrr but i have to WALK IN THE RAIN ... i'm really pondering if i should go or not . Oh D'oh is coming up and i don't know if i really want to go , don't even have a ride , damnit Tawny get ur new drivers .... then we can go ..... lalala oh shit i think i'm going to Calgary don't know if i want to go , i guess i should go and see my dad but ehhh again i'm really lazy. What would there be to do in Calgary ? i know if my had to go to Cali or something like that , i wouldn't even think twice. I hate being home rite now ... i should be out , ummm maybe i should call Laura , yes yes i will , hee hee pimp van ..... Damnit i really like this guy well i don't know if i like him , stupid mixed signals .... blah if only i would get a couple straight signals i would ask him out my self .... ummm maybe i should stop flirting and just be straigt forward but i can't!..... when i like someone i'm really shy when i'm around them .... but when i talk to him on icq i can totally be my self but then i don't know .... blah i think i'm just going to give it up ..... and go w/ the flow but i have been going w/ the flow for way to long ....... grrrr ehhh i don't know Oh and then there is my life ... but i think i will save that for another random thought of mine because that will just go on and on ..... my life suck .... ok buh bye .... i 'm going to get ready to go and WALK IN THE RAIN!! Last edited by Glendita*; Jul 16, 01 at 10:28 PM.
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Jul 17, 01
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hmmm..i haven't been posting much lately..
just don't really feel like posting nemore.. but yeah..i don't ramble much here no more cuz i have a lil diary ramble box now..hehe.. but yeah..so here goes weekend..i think back..and yeah..it wasn't the best..wtuever.. today..i slept in..missed another test..yeah me! lalala..failing..trying isn't even getting me no where.. u know wut happens when u pass a certain boundary of ur own.. u can't get behind the line again..once u pass it.. cuz u go so far that ur boundary ends up being the tiniest dot that u can't even see..i wanna beable to get behind my boundary line again..i can't tho..i think i've gone farther then i've imagined.. or am i dragging this outa proportion?..i dunno.. the start of my new year seems so suck so far...maybe it'll continue to suck for the rest of the year....i usually gave bad/good/bad/good sorta years...being 16 was good...so far..17 has been bad..oh how i look forward to the year?.. lalala..stuff sucks rite now..i wish i could just get outta it all..running into a wall don't seem so bad...and being unconscious for a while..so when i wake up..all mite be good or at least things would be different by then?..not sure..wish i could just go buy sum wings and fly away..far far away...and come back when i have sumthing figured out..nuthin is figured out..and the even bigger problem is..wtf do i even need to figure out??..i'm not sure...blah..mind goin insane..sleep does nuthin for me..everyone seems so far away..my friend ally is really really pissed at me and has just gone off to malaysia...nuthin i can do to make it up to her til september...shit..i screwed up that one...hopefully we can fix stuff..i dunno..enuf rambling... l8rs~:384:
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Jul 05, 04
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mmmm... cheetos.
:sixpak: fireworks are great & wes is sexy!but he burned his thumb. so fuckin board. lets play som tetris mother fucker. office space is a good movie. im throwin a party on friday!!! later fiestachicka! Last edited by fiestachicka!; Jul 05, 04 at 02:12 PM.
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Jul 05, 04
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^^good first post!
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Jul 05, 04
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Random Thought #4236: Why is it that whenever I sit down at work there is some other bastard that wants fuel thereby eliminating a chance for me to rest for awhile?
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Jul 05, 04
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hahahha omg why would you bring back a thread 3 years old?? Aaahh I was such a geek lol...I remember most of what I was talking about though :P
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Jul 06, 04
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cows rule
timmay timmaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyy yyyyyy timmay timmay Go! south park i live there.wes is so HOT and has no problem with skinny dipping.niether do i. cows rule..................no parental supervision but also no car.need car ; will pay 100$ friend needs alcohol+weed
if you are really board go to this site and try some stuff. like the CD thing. very cool. http://margo.student.utwente.nl/el/microwave/ later fiestachicka! Last edited by fiestachicka!; Jul 06, 04 at 06:50 AM.
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Jul 06, 04
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Random Thought: In Harry Potter everyone is so freaked out about the dark lord right... Well if everyone became interested in the dark arts and praised the dark lord.... There wouldn't really be a problem, now would there?
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