have I lost?

[Flip]

From my hands to a sparkling devil...

Since the very beginning
I felt there was something more
I knew this wasn’t random
You’re not my bitch, you’re not my whore
We’ve both seen our share of bullshit
We’ve both felt the bite of pain
We both know it’s a cruel world
Enough to drive a man insane
I can’t pretend to understand
The life that you know so well
What may seem like a paradise
Could also be seen as hell
I never meant to complicate
But often I seem to feel
That the days of our lives
Are hardly true and seldom real
Why do I have to hurry?
I know, you know what’s best
I don’t think I have to worry
We’ve both passed the test
Where do you see yourself tomorrow?
Is it a safe and happy place?
Who will you wake up next to?
Will I see your smiling face?
I never asked for the moon and the stars
Only the time of day
As long as you don’t hide from the truth
I know we’ll be okay

Am I wrong? I hope so...