3 points of jib

[kidmanic]

Feel Alive
It brings tears to my eye every time,
The searing pain of that sudden sharp intake.
But just as quickly as it came, it’s gone again
As a delirious elation quickly ensues
Tingling every sense into euphoria
Never mind the bitterness draining down my throat
The body soars over a manically impossible cadence without protest,
And I’m talking like I’m on fire.
How utterly fascinating everything seems
When you’re so completely focused.
I could run forever on nothing
And I did…

Low
The clock says it’s been 18 hours
That initial giddy exhilaration has finally faded towards the inevitable.
Nothing more than an echo, just an inferior ammonia-flavoured ache
But I’m no longer alert enough to understand these thoughts racing around my head
Instead they end up jumbled and useless
It’s just as well..
Each impulse is like a razorblade dragging across my brain
Sleep will not come easily,
Despite my body’s many cries of exhaustion; it continues on autopilot
While the mind occupies itself by rediscovering the obvious in long drawn out circles
Only to jolt back to reality
Disgusted by its own incredulity
Is it worth it?
But as I dream of next time,
“Yes,” is all I want to believe.

Lament
They couldn’t help me
I didn’t want it, or need it, or even ask for it
But now my family is tired of lies
I’m sorry, but hope was something I could not truly offer
I had no time for guilt or regret
Any and all rational thought abandoned me
My mind now revolves around a constant craving
Ordinary life feels like it’s in slow motion
I need more and more to make it go faster
I don’t know what I’ll do to get it today…
It’s still worth it though (I think?)
Besides, you can’t change the past.
I can’t not believe it’s worth it now.

[Rhianna]

That reminds me of some one I used to know

[Goat]

tech?

alright read.
write on

[Bevvy Swift]

it's funny how jib always leads to poetry.

[Bevvy Swift]

and/or doodling furiously in a notebook

[mojo]

and/or the ruining of lives

[Ragga_Wh0re]

and or masturbating until your genitals feels like they r going to fall off and or fucking until your genitals feelslike they r going to fall off :284: :toasted:

[Gusto]

jib sounds okay when you put it that way... except for the whole genitals falling off part. i hate that part so much.

[-InFiNiTi-]

^ jib will never sound ok..OK..??

[Belms]

LOL. Yeah losing ur member jsut isnt worth it. MMM jib, does ur body whacktastic things.

[Gusto]

fair enough.. never done it and wasn't planning on it really.. ;)

[Mr.Wrong]

"How utterly fascinating everything seems"

lol, that pretty much sums it up :keebler: