muse

[Ragga_Wh0re]

mediocre madness
the epitome of immature conviction,
ive found a muse in my greatest affliction.
the pride i convey,
the fury that keeps me grounded
never to sway.
Head filled with regrets
child...relent.
caught in the eye of the storm
to insecurities she conforms
to ignorance she molds,
to my muse i tightly hold.
Turn the page,
read a line
same meaningless bullshit
line after line...
after line,
hopeing that some sort of victory
or seal of approval she`d find
yet all that greets her is mindless stares
of people just as insipid
and mediocre
childish,
plauged with despair.
Searching for the same seal of approval
when they initiate insurection
Ill oblige
no objection.
feeble muse
my puppet on strings...
i sit silent
while she dances in her dreams,
what shes dreamt ive created
and for that i am hated,
tables turned
now look whos jaded.