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May 15, 04
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May 16, 04
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i was coming back from a friends place late at Night and it's probably only a 15 minute walk. taking trails was something of the norm for me at that Time, so i walked down one trail past keith lynn high school (i swear that place is haunted) and then crossed mountain highway and commenced to walk down another trail. when i looked at the trail i saw how Dark it was and something made me not want to walk down there, so i skirted it and took the road (only an extra few minutes). while i was walking past houses (their backyards are in front of the trail that i was going to take) i felt some sort of presence in my head. it was laughing at me and saying that it was going to kill me. i reached the place where the trail leads out and looked down seeing how Dark that trail was again...i then thought that since i was past the trail, i'd be fine. i crossed over a bridge and when while i was crossing it began laughing at me again, and i saw in the shadows of another bridge (there are two bridges side by side) a Darker Shadow race across lynn creek and onto my side of the water. ordinairily i would go underneath that bridge and practically be at home. that Night i took the long way home.
it was a long Time before i walked down that trail again...but i did. i was with a couple of buddies and we'd been drinking all night. i was at one friend's place (the route that i was going to take that night was the same as before) and found that i had alot of liquid courage. i decided to face my fears and truck down that trail. i walked past keith lynn feeling so brave that i hardly even noticed that it felt like something was watching me. then i saw how Dark the trail was again. i walked into the Shadows and kept an eye out for horse shit, keeping my Mind on things other than that Fear that i had felt before. near the End of the trail, i was starting to feel pretty damn good. what? why was i scared of some imaginary voice that i had felt years ago? i couldn't believe that i had let that Fear dictate where i could and could not walk. just when i started to think that i could walk freely down that trail again, i looked to my right. there was a Shadow among the shadows. it seemed to rise up and then it loomed over me. i didn't run, but i sure as Hell walked fast. i'm never going to walk down that trail by myself. keith lynn is a different place...it's not so much that it's scary, but it does feel as though there is someone watching you from the windows. makes my hair stand up on end.
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May 16, 04
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When i was 16 and took E and thought i was going to die because i couldnt walk, feel my legs, or stop shaking. Seriously, that drug is the devil, you couldnt pay me to do it again. Its been almost three years since the last time i did E, and yah its disgusting.
Also, the time i overdosed in hopes to die, fighting off the overdose was much harder, and as i felt my body slipping away and held my dad's hand in the emergency room i realized how important life is and what an idiot i was for trying to escape it so impulsivly. Lastly, the time i got soo depressed that i couldnt even celebrate a weekend in Montreal with my best friends. I couldnt even get changed or turn on the water to take a shower. I was in a coma. The scariest thing in the world is feeling like you are no longer yourself, or no longer alive at all. If i dont have my mind i have nothing, and when you are THAT sick you feel completley stripped off all bearings.
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May 16, 04
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My scariest moment was when my friend and I were going up to a party in the bush, we had been drinking for a couple hours and were on to our second 18 pack, when we decided to buck some rails of coke to sober us up, well half gram lines are not something to do before you drive and ten minutes later as we approached the road for the bush doing 80 km we lost traction in his 4 runner (which flip easlily) and we ended up flipping the truck four times and coming to a stop on the passenger side, bad news is, he was prohibated from driving and was due to get his license back in 2 days, his 10,000 dollar truck was written off and no insurance to pay for it, I broke my ribs on the right side and he got 7 days in jail and a 1000 dollar fine and a year prohibit.
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May 16, 04
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I was seven years old and I saw my mom have an epileptic seizure for the first time. No one in the house and my mom was on the kitchen floor with twitching in broken glass bleeding and puking everywhere. I didn't even know she had epilepsy.
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May 18, 04
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May 18, 04
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Coke? *Sigh* is right!
Anyway I also have to many to list. These are a few that I think about everyday. #1 and my biggest issue or thing I am afraid of is my dad, 19 long and painful (both emotinally and physically) years and counting. Abuse and violence are what come to mind when i think of him. He was not the type of father who would hit you for punishment when you did something bad. He did it for his enjoyment. Some incidents I vividly remember would be him throwing me and my bro out the window and fell 2 stories. Kicked us down the flights of stairs, threw us up against the wall, turned the stove onto MAX and would throw us on it for hrs at a time. And to this day have not gotten over it. Even with therapy, counciling, 12 steps. Its helped some but still have nightmares and think about it all the time hoping I won't have to see or here from him ever again. But to this day he still calls up threatning me, my bro, and mom. We have a restraining order against him so hopefully that will keep him away. #2 would be issues I had back in highschool with a ex bestfriend of mind. Who over a period of months sent me death threats, attacked me in an alley, left dead things on my front door and in my locker, she tried running me over with her car. And countless other bizzar and scary things she did to me. But luckily she was caught and I found out who was doing this. And have not heard or seen her in about 2 years. But think of her often always watching behind my back. #3 a car accident I was in last year was pretty scary. My grandfather was in the car with me and he was in pretty ruff shape. All because of me, but we both made it out ok. Also when my Grandpa had his heartattacks a few years back was very hard. He is and always will be my father. I love him so much. Anyway that's enough of me ranting sorry everyone.
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May 18, 04
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i was a little kid and i was on the top bunk of my bed...i fuckin saw the mr dressup puppet things running around on my shelves....they tormented me for hours....i tried to scream from my mom....but i was so scared that my voice wouldnt work...i wasl yelling at the top of my lungs, but all taht came out was a whispered " MOMMY" fuck i still have nightmares about that shit
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May 18, 04
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hmmmm so many but the ones that stand outin my mind the most would be
1)Looking for my friends at disney land and proceeding to the mcdonalds across the street after not finding them...then getting literally picked up by a group of scary guys who were laughing and just being sick and carried a block untill someone started yelling at them to let me go. 2)One morning after heavy drinking, and being dropped on my head on the sidewalk many times, thinking I was going to die and throwing up blood. It did not feel like a hangover at all. 3) Going to a crack house...don't ask why..and me and my friend being pushed around by this cracked out alien look alike guy( he actually had large flat tips to his fingers because the russian mafia had smashed them for punishment for not paying them or sumthing) then having to get a ride to the skytrain station with him while he was drunk as fuck and on meth, and him stoping in a forest for a few minutes and wanting to leave us there....it took $20 to convince him to drive a few more blocks.
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May 18, 04
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man I'm gonna have nightmares about those mr dressup things now....if I even get to sleep. For some reason i find that post intensly creepy *shivers*
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May 18, 04
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1) I was learning to swim in a swimming pool in germany, I was maybe 5 yrs old ...I was holding on the ledge in the deep end when suddenly I lost hold and just kept sinking down...I remember looking up and thinking only of how beautiful the surface waves looked from below, there was no real panic cause I don't think I had given death too much thought at that age. This lady with a toddler was stepping into the pool seen me and pulled me straight out of the water and told me to go find my parents... I realize now how easily I coulda died there...that lady showed up out of nowhere..a true guardian angel I guess..
2) Was at the shooting range out in mission, got to practice with all types of guns that day. Late in the day I went to reach for a rifle that was lying on the table...never clued in that the rifle was put down wrong by the last person, it was pointing towards me instead of towards the range. I picked it up and realized it was loaded, no safety and on semi-fire, it was an AR-15, a replica of an M-16 US army standard issue...would have shot my own nuts clean off at that height. I pulled that round out of the barrel and kept it as a souvenier. Woulda been the first one to tear through me instead of the targets out there...its sitting on my desk right now right by my comp....reminds me to always respect the power of guns *and check them before I pick them up :)* and enjoy every day as if it were my last...coulda been my last that day a year and a half ago. Never clued in how screwed I would have been if I touched that trigger while picking up that rifle that day..sometimes guns have a mind of their own...gun owners know what I'm talking 'bout...their ultimate purpose after all: To Kill....
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Aug 10, 04
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Aug 10, 04
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actually chodaboy, i beleive the term you are looking for is "E-Tard." as for my scariest moment ever, it would have to be on my 21st b-day when i was goin like 70 and the cement truck ran a stopsign and drove over my car. i probably would have peed myself if i hadn't been distracted my smoking my face on my drivers side window. more recently. i was arrested at the whiterock can/us border last year for smuggling narcotics, cuz we got off the ferry, got too stoned and missed the turnoff, the cops wouldn't let us back into canada without searching the car. fekin burnouts. i thought i was going to jail for a long time...luckily just a few hours. and they looked in my friend kyle's bum, but shhh, i'm not supposed to tell anyone!
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Aug 10, 04
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a few recent ones include riding in the back of a quad trailer with another treeplanter while my crewboss was driving us to the next cutblock at 75km/h down a sketchy logging road, and having the thing almost flip over, having a 100 foot tree fall and land literally 4 feet away from me during a fucking hurricane storm when i was treeplanting in alberta last year, having a few close encounters with bears, almost being decapitated by a helicopter after getting off of it and heading in the wrong direction.. yea that pretty much covers the last few years.
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Aug 10, 04
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i change my mind, my scariest moment is when i realized you cant always count on your loved ones to be there, that even the most strongest person you know can be beaten by tiny little stupid cells. and then realizing that i had to grow up in a couple of days and take control of a household.
another scary moment was being woken up at about 2 in the morning one night to my mom saying my brother had been in a car accident. it was minor, but the first thing she said was "evans been in a car accident, the car is totalled." so my first thoughts were that he was hurt, but all he had was some bruises. and my own car accident all though small, was scarey because i felt myself going into shock and knew how to treat myself, but couldnt.
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Aug 10, 04
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