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May 26, 04
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to the one i will always love...
the pain wont leave cuz ur still there
i pushed u away, but u came back i tried my hardest to not think bout u but all i did was make me think harder, u told me once u'd be w/ me i tried my best to be that number 1 girl all that effort jus felt like a waste wen u started liking that fucking other girl it was a mistake, u didnt mean to that i kno, but u'd rather be friends then be w/ me so that is definatly a low blow. the memories we shared, the time spent 2gether seems like a waste but maybe should be treasured. its over now, we're jus friends, i held on to u cuz i loved u, but u hurt me so now fuck u! every1 changes, and hurt ppl along the way.. i jus happend to be that person.. and u jus happened to change in the future there might be hope.. i will give it another try cuz i love u like no other. u changed the person i was, to the person i am today i thank u for that, and we'll continue our relationship. i pushed guys away, for the mere fact i wanted u u obviously didnt do the same, if u like sum1 else, my heart cant take this pain, i dunno wut to do, i did so much for u, loved u, cared for u; u told me i was the only girl that made u happy; u told me i shocked u, surprised u, caught u off guard, but that, i guess.. doesnt matter, u have sum1 new... i need sum1 new they say time heels, but time is forever. a big gap in my heart is there, it misses u and needs u but u dont need it. i love u, and care bout u.. forever that is tru one day u'll realize, and maybe feel the same way too. note : this is jus to get sum shit off my back.. im jus going thru alot pain rite now.. and i jus need to write my feelings down. 
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May 26, 04
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That describes how I have felt on a few occasions in the past. Even thought the phrase "time heals all wounds" doesn't really help right now there is some real truth to it. As time goes on you will realize that there is luv and Love. Ihave yet to have fallen in LOVE but have luv'd a few. When someone touches your soul it takes a while to heal but eventually it does. I have gone through alot of stuff in my life and the healing continues each and every day but the time in between your thoughts gets longer and longer. You have to start to let go and every day try and let go a little more. It's not an easy path to walk but things get better. Just do not rush into anything for a couple fo months and let this settle. You will be fine I promise you. The pain and sorrow will slowly drift away in time. Just time.
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May 26, 04
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i kno.. im jus starting 2 let go.. i kept holding on to the relationship which prob wasnt there i did it cuz its been almsot a year ive liked him.. ive pushed other guys away.. i was pretty much asked out a couple times but i turned every1 down... i dunno its gonna take time.. i jus hope time would hurry the fuck up.. cuz i dun wanna like him anymore.. but i jus cant help it
its like i hate to love him
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May 26, 04
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for valentine's day he gave me a heart shaped box of chocolates...
im not a poetic person.. but it seems like everytime im down i write poems and my thoughts down.. and i keep them in that box.. one day.. i'll give it to sum1 special.. who cares for me as much as i will care for them.. and maybe they'll realize my pain i went thru and realize no other person should go thru this pain.. even tho its part of life.. it sucks.. really bad!
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May 26, 04
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One day you'll look back at all those writings and some will make you laugh and some will make you cry but my personal belief is that if it hurts you then fighting through it and over comming it will better prepare you for what lies next for you in your life.
G Try and smile sometimes I findit helps. Not a lot but it helps. G
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May 26, 04
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Gia....
my little wifey. I know how much this guy ment to u...and im very sorry hes treating u this way.... I know how it is to get hurt...i think everyone does... ur poem is very beautifull! stay strong girl... SMOKE AND TOKE SMOKE AND TOKE!
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May 26, 04
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puff puff pass girl...puff puf pass? come on that had to get a little grin.
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May 26, 04
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love is a bitch....
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May 26, 04
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lol yes it did.. thnx to my girls that r putting a smile on my face..
its really funny tho.. cuz wen he tells me to fuck off.. he seems to come back and pretty much apologize.. thats wut jus makes it harder.. all the good times and memories shared... makes it hard for me. thats why i cant let him go.. we're gonna be friends.. its cool.. i told him i needed sum time to get over him and he's cool w/ that.. i jus dunno if i'll be able to see those msn names he has bout the other nasty broad... (and wen i say nasty.. i mean i was told im a supermodel compared to her) anyways im off to catch my bus to meet up w/ my girlies.. thnx every1 for appreciating my poem for wut it means.. it maybe gives alittle insight on wut im going thru.
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May 26, 04
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You aren't alone. Drop me a PM if you ever want to chat.
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May 26, 04
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^^^^ Gia that guy rocks...
and i will see u soon like i said up there SMOKE AND TOKE SMOKE AND TOKE lol mmmmmmmmmmmm its raining. shall i bring an umbrellla.
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