!breezy here!

[roxi]

.|Jaded, Incomplete, Blankness|.
Staring out blankly at monotone clouds
No thoughts surfacing in the oceans upon which we drift
Seeing beauty in a single square
A square in which there’s nothing there
Nothing for me to grasp onto before falling to my knees
Only empty grey clouds, past an empty glass square
Seen though empty glossy spheres
Past three AM, day is over, but no drapes draw over this stage
No ending to start anew
Craving something that I don’t want
Something that takes me further into the ocean
Drifting frozen far from my mind
Sinking to the bottom, weighed down by
It’s ability to burn all that we work so hard to maintain
It’s ability to evaporate all warm, true emotions
It’s ability to drown our thoughts and their origin, our minds
Only senseless words of speech and mindless actions
Bubble to the surface
Bursting into emptiness as this scene is sketched
With frozen corpses drifting further
Friends I once knew before they became unrecognisable
Sinking mindless masses engulfed by crashing waves
From glossy spheres drips a melting shadow of realisation
Of what this craving is
Fighting to stay on top
I won’t be pulled under by this
I won’t be tempted by deceiving waves that come my way
And the drapes start to close
I can sleep now.

~breezy