Jul 19, 04
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constrict
I am scared and Im ashamed,
want to say Im sorry but thats admitting im the one to blame, Guilt weighing down my stride, So i let it consume me and I hide, holding my hands while I cry, knowing with these hands I spread a lie. I am lost and I am blind looking for but cannot find my silver lining in that cloud in the sky. So I cowar and I hide, hold my head while i cry, pretending that its your hands touching me pretending that I do not see, what it is you have done to me. Im not proud but I am brave, god granted me resilience so Ive stayed, and I wish I could just wash away the past 10 years and start over again. But i cannot and I know, a lesson learned with not much to show, a life time ahead of me with opportunity to grow, pay the debts that i owe, and always reap what I sow. 
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Jul 19, 04
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this is some pretty deep ish
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Jul 19, 04
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^go blow it out your fucking ass bastard slut.
it isnt that deep, i mean...ive been known to go deeper.
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