deprivation

[Ragga_Wh0re]

what was said and what was not
remember me now and forget me nots
ill grasp onto to every word as if it were the last
and youll shrug me off like im soooooooo passssssseeeeeeeeeee

and ill sit here and think of you while thoughts of solace brew,and ill spill over with such hate but itll never be toooooooooooo laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaateeeeeeee for usssssssss.

and ill cling my pillows real tight night after night after night, and you wont know but ill care and ill be invisible standing thereeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...
i will bend and i will kneel try to make my intentions real sooooooo reallllllll that you will know ive always reaped just what ive sewn...
and with that said ill lay in bed while your memory tortures my head and ill live every day like the last it is present but so past.

...so fast it comes and goes dablling into the great unknown catch me here bleeding and broken on my knees.