let me be wrong

[junglequeen]

Deep breath

Please let me be wrong, my way.
I know it isnt right
and all my flawed plans
lie in shambles at my feet.

Let me suffer in my own hands
Im a fool floundering
but I see my faults
as clearly as anyone else does.
So stubborn.

I will wash my hands
of all of this
in time,
but Im so tired today.
A chameleon lost in this
wave of un-intrusive wrong doing

Creature of habit
miles from what I want and need.
Please watch in silence
as I feed off convenience.
Youre not helping
so let me fix me.

When I have the strength,


Tommorow