insert frowning emoticon here

[mojo]

i am currently inching myself through the day
just to come "home" to a dark "home"
and repeat.
my head full of if's and maybe's
possibilities that are impossible..
sadness is a new emotion to me.
i feel alone
on my own
while surrounded by smiles and laughs
why.did.you.go?
oh wait, i know
.for yourself.