insonmia

[Bevvy Swift]

i stare blankly into the backs of my eyelids;
alien colors dance nervously across the dark backdrop.

another sleepless night.
why do they haunt like this?
at a time like this?
now, more than ever, i could use a good nights sleep.

instead, i am a zombie;
doomed forever to wakewalk through the night
and sleepwalk through the day-
never really awake,
never really asleep.

[sNyx]

thats why I drink on weeknights =)

[Bevvy Swift]

a wonderful strategy ive been trying. twould be better if i got myslef another job, so i would actually be tired at the end of each day.

[Silverwinged]

the only reason we ask ourselves why (in this very literal written sense as seen above) is because
A) we already know and are surpressing something
B) we can't find the courage within to find the will to actually WANT figure anything out.


ps: disturbingly (imagery i mean. zombies freak me out. period) good. keep writing. its healthy.

[Bevvy Swift]

thanks.

[Hero.Skye]

Im having the same problem. Last night i only got 3 hours of sleep, i should be tired now, but im not. :/

[frankie_V]

yah insomnia sucks... thas why blazing a doob to ur head is good... just makes u pass out right after ur high... or like snyx said... have a couple beers... it relaxes u

[Bevvy Swift]

its not like i dont know how to get to sleep if im just not very tired.
but its way beyond not being very tired.
its a result of an overactive mind and an underactive body.
i am out of balance.