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really, who writes this shit?
this site is full of teary letters.....

I know you've got reason to be mad, but don't try and justify hurting her b/c what you did was way out-of-line.

Of course you can have your numbers; I've already told you that & nothing's changed.

You talk to me as if you think I'm evil, and out to hurt the people close to me. I've made a lot of mistakes & I've got a lot to learn, but I've never done anything with the intention to hurt you or my mom. I wish I could convince you of that, but I know it's not up to me. Just know that when you're ready to help me, I'm willing to listen.

I know you probably won't reply, but I'll ask anyways b/c I care about what you think: What has happened between now & the last time I saw you to make you think I so desperately need help?

Ok, whenever we do manage to get together, you only see a part of who I am. I'd like to show you the rest, and I can wait until you're ready--no matter how long. I know your riendship is worth the wait. I'm not trying to change you & you make me want to be a better person. You shouldn't be afraid to get know me: I've changed a lot, and you haven't been paying attention for more than 4 months, so I'm not surprised your opinion of me is so low. But, it doesn't change anything about me: I am a good person, & you're wrong a lot of things.

The only reason I'm writting this is because I know that you're a better person than this: You told me yesterday that you were not petty; if you honestly mean that, then you'll change this.

Look, Carla, I feel absolutely horrible about how everything turned out between us. I know what I said last night, but the fact is I do care--I care a lot--about everything, and I will have to live with knowing how much I hurt you & that I alone drove you away, all because I'd never loved anyone before. That probably doesn't mean anything coming from me, but it doesn't change the fact that I am sorry; I should have realized what I was doing before it was too late, because you deserved to be happy.