senseone---> RETIRMENT

[senseonetsb]

This is the end of an era, I've finally decided to retire from the lifestyle. It's really been a slice but somtimes you just gotta move on. I have decided to go after bigger and better things besides partying, things like life. I want to have things in my life that matter not the material things, although those would be nice too. Rather things in my life like happiness, true happiness not just chasing that instant gratification on Friday, Saturday nights. There is so much more to experience.
Although it's fun for a while it gets out of hand. Always chasing that instant gratification, going to any lenghts to get it to no matter the consequence. I decided its usless, I'd like to live a life that I constantly enjoy gratification by giving to my fellow man in pure compassion. A life full of the things I want love, caring , understanding. It is time to make my life, life serving. Purley giving whatever you can compassionatley, you'd be amazed what you get in return. Life is just to amazing of a thing to throw away there is so much more to experience rather then partying, I suggest trying it somtime it is truly amazing.

TsB------> TruE SuRRey Boy !

[Clayton.]

Are you actually gonna follow through with it this time?.

[senseonetsb]

Yes I am, I have totally dedacaded myself to way of life which constantly demands i be honest open-minded and willing. There is a light at the end of the tunnel and I'm starting to see it. This is not just about me staying sober anymore, rather it's about completley changing my life for the better. I can tell you that I've never felt this happy in my entire life, and I like it .

[Clayton.]

What do you plan on doing with all the free time you'll have now?.

[justShell]

so good to here cody<3

[senseonetsb]

free time ? I really dont have that much but i get a little bit. I don't know I've been going to the gym everyday. I'm looking into going back to school to take a community service worker course and maybey a counselling course not sure yet though it will come with time.

[Clayton.]

How long are you gonna live at the recovery house for?. Hit me up on msn if you wanna chill, i've got nothing but free time these days.

[senseonetsb]

I'm going to be there for a while. It's in newton too I'm actually just at the library i got no messenger here either. But i'll give you a call we can go for coffee or play pool or somthing for sure bud.

[baby-phat]

Good for you Cody. :)
So you're gonna give the support worker thing a shot hey. :y: I'm still contemplating the addiction studies and counselling courses I told you about (it's gonna be A LOT of schooling, and I need my high school first).

[cubed]

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?

[Pennywise]

Good luck codster!! LBC/TSB 4-life brotha.


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I said you don't, wanna fuck with Cody, (‘cause why?)
‘Cause Cody, will fuckin’ kill you. (ah-haha)

[Euro Dollar]

Originally Posted by senseonetsb

This is the end of an era, I've finally decided to retire from the lifestyle. It's really been a slice but somtimes you just gotta move on. I have decided to go after bigger and better things besides partying, things like life. I want to have things in my life that matter not the material things, although those would be nice too. Rather things in my life like happiness, true happiness not just chasing that instant gratification on Friday, Saturday nights. There is so much more to experience.
Although it's fun for a while it gets out of hand. Always chasing that instant gratification, going to any lenghts to get it to no matter the consequence. I decided its usless, I'd like to live a life that I constantly enjoy gratification by giving to my fellow man in pure compassion. A life full of the things I want love, caring , understanding. It is time to make my life, life serving. Purley giving whatever you can compassionatley, you'd be amazed what you get in return. Life is just to amazing of a thing to throw away there is so much more to experience rather then partying, I suggest trying it somtime it is truly amazing.

TsB------> TruE SuRRey Boy !

good luck with your search... for me it just fell on my lap and ripped me out of the scene...

peace.

[Euro Dollar]

Originally Posted by cubed

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that?

fight club? *isn't sure*

[Play-it-hard]

Hope everything works out awesome for yah cods. I know you are a strong guy and can get it done, I hope you find yourself and make a great life for yourself.

[A-BOMB]

Good luck son

Your a decent guy.

[~Sc@ndelu$~]

Best of luck to u Cody... If ur really dedicated this time thats great to hear :)
I'm sure you can do it :)

[Grapes]

Originally Posted by Euro Dollar

fight club? *isn't sure*

Trainspotting, ye daft cunt!

[Grapes]

By the way, is True Surrey Boy trying to force people to choose between partying, and being generous/making other happy?

I've always found they go hand in hand. Everyone who's partied with me knows that I'm up for laughing, joking, dancing, hugs, and all that good stuff.

Partying is something we've always done as humans, though it's taken many different forms throughout the ages. I don't see why shutting it out of your life is necessary in order to lead a fulfulling life.

Feels like "true happiness" to me when I'm on the dance floor (sober, or otherwise).

[Euro Dollar]

Originally Posted by Grapes

Trainspotting, ye daft cunt!

haven't seen it

[Grapes]

Get on it. It's a cot-damn classic.

[senseonetsb]

Originally Posted by Grapes

By the way, is True Surrey Boy trying to force people to choose between partying, and being generous/making other happy?

I've always found they go hand in hand. Everyone who's partied with me knows that I'm up for laughing, joking, dancing, hugs, and all that good stuff.

Partying is something we've always done as humans, though it's taken many different forms throughout the ages. I don't see why shutting it out of your life is necessary in order to lead a fulfulling life.

Feels like "true happiness" to me when I'm on the dance floor (sober, or otherwise).

no im not saying everyone needs to choose , some people can control their lives when there partying, as for me i can't. So instead of me leading a unfufilling life that will take "ME" nowhere,key word ME. I choose to live a good life. I know where i will end up if i continue to party and thats one of three place's Jails, Institutions, and dead. I just did't know the meaning of a couple it was always a gong show for days on end and for me thats no way to live.

[KenJi]

Good luck with everything man. Be true to yourself, and if you feel its the right thing for you. Follow through on it.

[Grapes]

I know where i will end up if i continue to party and thats one of three place's Jails, Institutions, and dead.

I guess there's some different definitions of the word "party".