neoh the dream master. (optional read)

[ty:rone]

hm.. duno if you want another dream to analyze but i've had funny dreams ever since finals week.

my coworkers and i went drinking last nite (actually happened) and the dream started where the night ended off.
we went over to hon's to eat at about 2am which is wierd kuz that place closes at 11pm. wierd as it was i think most of us were drunk and we just ate our shit and left.
the next thing you know i'm at the FUCKING NEW YEAR'S EVE rave of all places with them (whom never have gone raving before). it didn't really look like the pne or plaza or anything. but the smoke pit was a nice balcony and the venue was so huge. this was probably 3am and we didn't even have tickets, just walked right in. as we walked in i saw this girl who "hated" my guts from elementary school. she was walking out of the party crying (and i don't think she raves that much either). i noticed her but i didn't approach her. my coworkers decide to stay outside the smoke pit and i go in to find some regulars. i found the coupla people that i usually party with in the breaks room and i have to say, it was more bumping than the trance room (haha). that's mainly because i don't remember what was in the trance room.

the rest is a blur and my coworkers are not a part of it anymore.
as if the night wasn't enough, day started shining and i was AT SCHOOL!?! back in high school too. looked like the school year just started and i was new to the school yet i knew my way around the whole place already. the high school had all these computer labs too and i saw people from college!

i think i woke up here but i thought the dream was interesting so maybe i could get back into it.
wrong.
the next dream was another adventure.
i think i was watching some sorta christmas ice capades and the funny parts of it were:
1) one of the skaters fell and everyone had this huge let down cheer almost booing her/him. how uncourteous i thought.
2) people were trying to do the WAVE
and
3) the skaters were all wielding glowsticks!

when the show ended, i left with these two caucasian kids (this is important later) and we went grocery shopping?!? when i took my groceries to the counter, the guy that walks up to the till to cash my groceries starts talking to me. we talked and then he asks me if i remember him from elementary school?? either my brother was with me all along or he popped outta nowhere and he said, "i know you're younger than me!"
i asked the guy if he was from another homeroom, he said yes. that was probably why i didn't remember him and don't think i ever will even now that i'm awake.
i leave and those 2 kids are driving me home. i didn't even know these kids and they looked like they were grade 5 (max). so apparently, they know me through their sister. we chatted and after a while i pulled the question of how old they were and what grade they were in. they were in grade1 and driving me home??? i was so lost in that dream and the kids laughed it off because i bought something crazy like that.
---> this i just realized as probably them tricking me like how i tricked fnk about my friend and i hitting someone and driving off <---
they told me they were afctually grade 11/12. so i felt a bit more relieved. they really didn't look like gr.11 tho. anyway, they drove back to THEIR house (when they were supposed to drive ME back to my home). i walked in and their parents were asian and so was their sister?! i didn't see her but i said hi to the mother. i had to say hi twice before she heard me and we started talking. the tv was on a chinese program too. i think these were their real parents which makes the dream more wack.
i think by this time i told myself i had had enough and i'd come back in a bit.

i woke up.

[neoh]

do you really expect me to decypher that nonsense? You can't even make a proper sentence! Paragraphs!

Oh dear. :(

Give me a bit, I need to rewrite that ^

[neoh]

*deep breath*

being on a balcony at a rave is moving on to something new, it does not have significant meaning to the dream, but it represents new edges, new beginnings, seeing the girl from elementry school crying is your own attitudes developed in school as you are meeting them in the present, usually indicating lost stress due to leaving your mother for the first time to attend school, and those are your feelings of sorrow and grief towards that specific aspect. Your avoiding these feelings because your too afraid to face them. Being at highschool again are your feelings you have about learning, and the attitudes and responses and strategies you learned in school, especially about group preferences and habits of behavior. The computer lab in the dream represents you working with your mind in some way, and rational unemotional thoughts.

The ice skating is the sense of balance and proportion in life, skill in keepnig balanced in difficult circumstances. The fact that it was ice skating, it's you being cold emotionally or sexually, and depicts what is meant by the term cold shoulder, where we shut off any display of warmth or compassion, you have frozen personal senses, and the fact that people were booing the person ice skating, shows you dont have any balance because of your negative and coldness towards others, this is not a broad view of it, this could be a coldness towards one person that you know you shouldent, or you are generally a cold person.

The grocery shopping often represents your responsibilities in life, and the decisions you can make, the varieties of attitudes or activies you can choose, and are searching for.

The kids driving is yourself being passive on a learning relashionship with the person driving, or young people, or you are influenced by their opinions or emotions. Being at this childs house is representing yourself, and the different activities in your life, the house is representing your body, are you asian? That might answer the question on the parents, depending on where you were in the house determines other things, basement, stares, windows, glass, furniture, the kitchem, the attic, the roof, the cellar - anything like this represents different aspects of the dream.

You repeated yourself while in someone elses home (said hello twice) - this means you are not entirely in touch with whats going on within yourself, and you have to 'over-analyze' the situation due to self-coinciousness and unfortunatly, immaturity.

Based on this dream, you are insecure with yourself.

[neoh]

....... Neeeext!