Dreams

[wundergirl]

I've been sick lately so maybe thats why my dreams have been so fucked up.

My grandma has been sick lately too and 2 nights ago I had a dream that I killed her by accident. I locked her outside in the cold by accident and she froze to death. I dreamt that my mom came to talk to me and tell me about it and i was crying and crying and then I woke up and I was crying.

THEN......

Last night I woke up in the middle of the night and felt super sick, so I went and threw up (fer like the fourth time WTF!!!) When I went back to sleep I had a dream that Ira (my boi) got shot, I wuz like right there and he got shot and just fell on top of me. Again I was just sitting there in the middle of the street holding him and crying and crying and then I woke up again crying. Went, threw up and went back to sleep.


I hate this, I havent slept in days. I'm tired and and terrified to close my eyes. After dreams like that there aint no getting back to sleep, lemme tell ya.
I'm not stressed about anything I can think of. Cept my stoopid dreams. I feel like I'm going crazy.



On top of all that, I am so sick. I don't know whats wrong with me. I can't keep anything down and I feel like shit. I'm such a suck when I'm sick. I want my mommy and she's 3 provinces away. I miss home and I want somebuddy to give me a hug. :003: and some soup, yes chicken soup.




Thanx if anybody read this all the way through.

[Erica]

Awwww hun...*huge huge hugglez* I know EXACTLY how you feel. Once in a while, I get weeks where I get a whole bunch of nightmares at once. And every single time, they involve people that I know...that are close to me...and they are extremely violent and disturbing. I wake up crying everytime too, and I'm all sweaty and stuff. It's really scary, and I was afraid to sleep for the longest time too. *hugs* I had these dreams where my brother was shot, and I watched him die right in front of me...or this guy was coming after my family and slashing us with knives, and I could actually feel the knife slash me in the nightmare. :003: *hugs* If you need to talk on ICQ, msg me, kay? I know what you're going through...it's good to talk about it. *muahs* Take care sweetie...:001:

[BB_YungYung]

*boils a pot of chicken soup and noodles for wundergirl*
*waiting for it to cook*

:038: Hey girl.. hope you get better soon.. thinks you gots one of the tummy flu's that's been going around..
I got that.. and I've seen peeps get shot in my dream too... it was sad. I dreamt I was a soldier and I was in second command.. and I was backing up my captain and he got shot in front of me... and he died.. I felt like I let him down. But I killed the guy that killed him.
ahh.. but it really upsetted me.. cause I'm very emotionally attached to things.

But don't worry.. it's not real.. they aren't real.. dreams are only a figment of your mind.... don't really let it get to you. I know it's really scarey.. but don't think about them too much they will get to you BAD.

*hugs* just take it easy and rest and get better soon *hands her a bowl of chicken soup*

[msPiggy]

AHHHHH! dreams scare me! the last dream i had was weird! i wass dreaming that i was being stabbed by a pair of scisors and then i woke up and there were a pair of them on my bed! too scary! and i know that they were upstairs when iiwent to bed so i dunno if i was sleep walking or what? has any thing like that ever happened to any one? please say yes so i not so freaked!:(

[Glendita*]

whoa wundergurl i feel for u. I sometimes have dreams and the next day it happens .That freaked me out the first time it happened i was so scared.But it doesn't happen as much any more.

I wouldn't worry to much about it but maybe your body or brain is trying to tell u something.U should go back and try to inturpret your dream , u might be surpised what u find.

[~lazee_grrl~]

dreams really scare me..especially if they are really really bad but can relate to my everyday life..cuz then u never know..sum dreams come true...or maybe they are just coincidences nut i've had da javu dream and reality stuff before..and it freaks the hell outta me..
i always tell people if i get freaky dreams..or just dreams in general but when i tell people..they usually give me sum sorta feedback on how they see it to mean..like how tinker bell said to interpret ur dreams?..i think its a good idea..becuz i did that once and it totally sorta solved wut was busting my mind~
wut i hate the most is having the same dream over and over again~:003:

[c.tard]

i'd say teh best way 2 make your self feel better is to interpret your dreams.....

i've helped myf riend with that once and it was so true.

dreams are just thoughts and images from your subconscious adn tehy just seem to cum out funny.

and they can be scary *oh yes i've had some very scary ones myself* it usually makes meeh feel better to somewhat interpret it... it usually cums out to be some problem in my life and it all starts to make sense and then the dream is no longer as scary adn it ever was.

i hope you feel better tho hun! *big hugz*

[wundergirl]

thanx guys.... i actually feel better.

i think i'm gonna take eveyones advice and see what they meant. i'm gonna go pick up one of dem book thingys and see what it says. it'll prolly just tell me to go straight to the nuthouse and commit myself tho, so i might not be posting for awhile.
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thanx again. you guys totally rawk

[c.tard]

aww glad ya feel better hun! =)

but ya pick up one of those books..hey it can be interesting to for all dreams..even the lil stupid ones you tend to have more often. =) but i doubt it would say your insane...i remember one thing i was reading about them on the internet, and it had this thing where you could choose thigns and it woudl tell you what it means. well i was looking and i remember, if you're sitting on a couch with someone..it represents love or summin towards the person you are on teh couch with. somehting along those lines..

and deaths in some cases just mean something tragic has happened in your life??

i could be wrong id on't remember these things 2 well but ya....

enjoy the book =)

[stabmyhead]

i've had my share of screwed up dreams.. (haha. lil thong and illuminescent know what i'm talking about)

here's me trying to interperate it.

maybe you're sick and you feel a lil irresponsible, and useless, unable to do anything. aka. locking granmama out and watching bf get shot unable to help. and both times you were in the end just crying and unable to do much. crying/throwing up. you cried in the end of your dreams and then went to throw up. getting rid of the yucky stuff inside, emotionally and physically.

i dunno. maybe that helps? i have had some odd dreams. a lot of the times i'm not even in them. didja know its possible to dream other ppl's dreams. like spiritual pathways crossing type stuff. pretty neat stuff...

i wouldn't worry about it too much. good to hear you're better.

[Sammy Skillz]

well i know in a lot of my dreams, death is a re-occurring theme. i did a little reading up on it and it seems that the general consensus is that death in a dream ACTUALLY represents "change". essentially, a dream which incorporates death is connatative of "closure" or a new beginning. perhaps that might shed some light on the reasoning behind your dreams?

i used to have a lot of really fucked up dreams last year. for a couple of weeks, my life was pretty bad and i was seriously contemplating suicide...tried it (swallowed 5 sleeping pills...but my parents found me and rushed me to the ER and they pumped mystomach). so throughout this 2 week span, i'd have the SAME dream over and over again. emphasis on the word dream. it wasn't a nightmare. nightmare's are bad things...and ironically, i found "comfort" in this re-occurring dream. i dream in black n white. and further more, my dreams are movies. with credits...and camera angles...etc etc. so this dream started off with a pan down a hallway at school. there were clusters of kids...talking...whispering. and then there was this sudden flow of kids...walking to the courtyard outside...they all were looking up and smiling...pointing...the camera panned up...and i was at the top of the building...smiling down. and then the camera showed a close up of my face...a smile on my face...and i said "this is what you've made me! you have caused me to do this! thank you!" and then everyone clapped...and then the camera zooms out...just far enough to film me throwing myself off the building and then violently...instantly...coming to a stop as the rope around my neck tightened. and then everyone in the crowd laughed and cheered. and then the closing credits rolled down the "Screen".

quite weird i know. but as i've said before...i find comfort in my depression. it's my home.