How Do you Thank?

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Once, i went insane.

I didn't sleep, i was on bad medication, honestly, my brain was a pile of bannna mush.


and during that time, i told all my friends, to eat shit and die.

I had no one.
but me, movies, and a bunch of vampire books.

Then i met adam.

going though the same thing.

He loved me back, just as much as i loved him.

We shared... everything, we were insane together, because most of our friendship took place on the phone/computer, we felt.. a trust no one could brake.

He was everything to me, as i was to him.

I had planned to kill myself.... he stopped me. a few times.
we fought, and hated eachother, and made up again.

I found out the meds I was on for skin conditons, actually caused kids to go nuts, a few were comitted, a few killed themselves, a few totaly lost it...
so i stopped, and.. melloed out.

that was a few years ago and until tonight, i'd forgotten how much he ment to me...we don't talk much, we've both... grown up and moved along and are totaly happy

i wanted to thank him....
but how do you thank some one who... saved you?
How do you ever thank someone, for sharing the deepest darkest parts of yourself....how do you thank someone for being insane with you?


I miss him tonight....
and i have no words for him.

no idea how to thank him

[{dC!}]

Oh wow ...

Have all your posts on FNK been as deep and thoughtful as this?

I dont know what to say,

Wow!

P.S. I enjoy reading what you write.

[{dC!}]

I dont know what to think of this ...

Im kind of confused :(

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le sigh.


I didn't mean to post anything to heavy.
just sharing what on my brain.

<3

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[Discord]

him and i were like the same person.

We thought a like
We were.. exactly alike.

Celibate and Chastity

we were gonna get married, buy a really old broken castle in europ, and do nothing but wright all day.. become famous, but not let anyone ever see our faces..

just, write.

we had such demented dreams.

He was part of me, i could barly funtion with out him.

[{dC!}]

Dreams are never demented ...

They pertain to self-expression and how a person thinks.

[Atlantis77]

just say thank you. Thats all. A heartfelt appreciation will make anybody's day. And if he knows you as well as you say he does, and he is such a big part of your life and you to him, he will know why your thanking him for.

[miss.myra]

I find that when you are so truly appreciative of something someone has done for you when it's really important, a simple 'thank you' would do- your true sincerity will be reflected in your actions towards the person.

[Discord]

I think i'm going to make him his coat.


with anyother person, thank you would mean so much.

He doesn't respdond well to words.

I'm going to make him a coat, the one i promised i would

:)

[magic_hands]

i know the type of shit you were going thru.. i was there for 2 years myself.. it's rough.. but as for the thank you... for sure do the coat thing.. im sure he'd like that alot.. and write him a letter along side it.. letting him know everything that you wanted to say to him in thanx.. it's hard going through times like that.. myslef.. i had no one like that to help me.. be extra thankful of him.. because if he wasn't there for you on one of those nights.. you might not have been here to start this thread