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Mar 01, 06
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Finally having CLOSURE on a garbage relationship!!
Jesus...I was still hanging on the last 2 months to the inevitable, I have finally come to a closure with a STAGNANT 3 year SHIT relationship, Bridges were Burned, but I still came out the one with a brighter future ahead... She was the problem, causing me to only focus like 30% of my life and the rest focused on her and helping her to sober up, ( my EX had a serious Meth Problem
 ), Trying to help a drug addict that doesn't want help caused me HARDCORE emotional trauma...Fuck....did it ever suck...It got nowhere, only backwards and downwards...never forward or upward, Whatta waste it was.  But talking about anything about the past is useless now, Re-Hashing the horrible past is so unecessary...(but I just have to make my FnK rant now that this is finally over!), I've been living the SAME life for like 3 years, stressing about someone else's life!!, I'm washing myself clean of this shit, and moving only FOWARD in life right now!, Got Pre-approved for my mortgage!, Scraping my kiddie DC clothing, and buying a whole new wardrobe, More classy, conservative style, clothes that actually fit and dont make me look like a kid anymore, I'm friggin 25 in DEC this year!! What a relief this closure is....was I ever confused last week...( Ask Kam  )
Last edited by Toxxin Ephekt; Mar 03, 06 at 04:44 AM. 
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Mar 01, 06
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^^ Hopefully I wont need a chin check from anyone...But please do....Slap me outta it if I ever speak of the past, Literally, Slap me.
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Mar 01, 06
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^^, oh man....I was beating my self with so much denial and grief for the longest time.... I had to snap outta the shit "going in circles" type of relationship... Now I'm back on track and focusing on my own life.... Thats why I'm finally over with it
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Mar 01, 06
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DUDE, GO RECORD A CD ASAP
Breakups get those creative juices flowwwwing and make for the best sets ever!! Congrats on being a free man! It's officially all about YOU from this point on! :)
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Mar 01, 06
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Congratulations! Its hard to let go of the past especially if its all you know. All the best =D
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Mar 01, 06
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Yeah, Staying focused is such a HUUUGGGGE factor right now...Staying on track and NOT looking back into the past....MUST CONCENTRATE!!!! I'm even quitting pot!!!
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Mar 01, 06
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I got so caught up in that "going in circles bullshit", that I almost forgot I had a life of my OWN... It was sooo fucked up.....
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Mar 01, 06
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Karma for everyone!!
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Mar 01, 06
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so proud of you wayne... these positive changes will bring you to new heights you didn't even know you were capable of. i'm seriously proud of you... stick with it, put the past behind you, keep your head up aaand if you ever need a pep talk or a shoulder, you know where to find me.
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Mar 01, 06
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yo man congrats....
word is bond tho, life never gets less confusing. this is just a closure to one of the many disapointments life has in store for you....give a *****h a pm if you wanan chat. Last edited by SEAN!; Mar 01, 06 at 03:15 AM.
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Mar 01, 06
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I just thank god she wasn't the mother of my kids.....almost had 2 of them...
, but we wont get into that.... = s, good thing I got out with no permanent attachment there.....Phew....
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Mar 01, 06
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Quote:
~huggles
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Mar 01, 06
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^^ Word up to your signature, Cream get the Money! ;)
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Mar 01, 06
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Come on ppl, here's your chance for easy Karma from me!
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Mar 01, 06
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Good on you! Sometimes you've gotta look out for number one, because always concerning yourself with someone else's collosal problems is hugely draining. And unless they take your support and run with it, it's a lost cause to put all that energy into something that as you say "goes in circles". Good luck with moving forward - I think you've got the right attitude :)
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Mar 01, 06
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proud of ya :) i know how hard it can be with ppl who are addicted to drugs but won't either admit it or do anything to fix it... it can be really frustrating... but, you do have to realize that that is there life and you have to live yours. once you get past that, you should be a lot better. wish ya the best, hopefully things will be a little simpler and maybe find someone who adds to your life, not take away
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Mar 02, 06
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Thank you guys....Even though I have closure now... I'm still suffering all the emotional trauma...It was my first day back to work...and I nearly quit cuz I felt so down....I even considered Counselling that a lady recommended...for Spouses or Partners that has suffered trauma from being with a addict and beating their own lives down trying to help someone that didnt want help. I knew I was scarred from the fucked up dreams I'd have when I was stressed out, and this was like a year ago!! I was also in Denial, which is clealy fucking up my head till this day....I just want this to be over...but its hard to be strong... =(
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Mar 03, 06
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Yeah tottally....I'm feeling much stronger today....Thank you.
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