When you stop thinking about school for a second.

Tea · #1 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

You start to feel like a fool, and i can't feel sorry for myself because it's my own fault. I allowed myself to get sooooo boogled down by social situations and emotions, tha i forgot about something else that is VERY important to me.

It's 2:28am on a Sunday, maybe i'm just not that cool but i dont recall a Sunday when i have been up this late. I'm VERY hung over from my birhday drinking binge and my brain feels like a mushroom.

I'm writing an essay on a movie called Vertigo, and i've watched the scene, which my essay is based on so many times that i could re inact it for you all perfectly. And i can't even fuck it because it's worth 20% of my grade is due tomorrow att 2:30pm, and if i do decide to wait one day and lose 5% (basically an entire letter grade) i won't be able to study for my midterm on Tuesday worth 30%. Oh, and it's at night, so i'll be writing one midterm when i should be writing my other midterm on WEDNESAY. Did i mention its in anthro? Then of course there has to be a film quiz on Thursday.....

I seriously just feel silly right now, i should have fucked the whole OMG ITS MY BIRTHDAY STEEZ and buckled down and did some work.

I can't blame any one other than the mushroom brain, let's hope i can learn from my mistakes. Or manage to smuggle my way through yet another fire.

Where are the huuuuuugs at 3am when you need em?

mojo · #2 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

responsibility is a kick in the junk sometimes.

Mr. Spiffigans · #3 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

I feel for yah it really does suck but shit happens i wish you luck

Drazkers · #4 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

You'll get this done, you'll pull through and will remeber this time as the one where you got throught everything even though it felt inpossable.

Asheai · #5 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

ugh, I hate when that happens.... you just don't worry about school, figure you have plenty of time to do all the shit and then BAM its all due at once and you wondered where the time went.... procrastination's a bitch (seriously). College is so much worse for that too, cuz of the short amount of time for each semester... it comes up so much faster than you expect it to :(

Tea · #6 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

JUST printed.

never realized how much one actually does need sleep.

wow. just wow.

Miss T · #7 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

I had a prof say "the time you have is the time it takes." Seems pretty vague, but if you think about it, it is true. :)

Tea · #8 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

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Originally Posted by Miss T

I had a prof say "the time you have is the time it takes." Seems pretty vague, but if you think about it, it is true. :)

YOU AND COLIN ROCK MY WORLD.

And i love that quote. Thank T two, or are you T one, whose older?

I think you win.

Ps: if you talk to Kenny grant can you tell him i have his favorite pair of rock star shades, he gave them to me when he was drunk but i dont know if he ment to or not? :p

Gusto · #9 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

stealing from poor drunk kenny, that's a shame.

Tea · #10 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

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Originally Posted by Gusto

stealing from poor drunk kenny, that's a shame.

I didn't steal anything meanie. Here's my favoritre pic of the night, the shades are well featured.

Gusto · #11 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

that's a good one. my favorite part is how that choke hold isn't phasing me in the slightest.

Tea · #12 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

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Originally Posted by Gusto

that's a good one. my favorite part is how that choke hold isn't phasing me in the slightest.

So straight out of mocash. I think i said that to you like a million times...but seriously i just love how you know your good shit, cause you are....you eliminate all drama before it starts. You should tutor me on how to "chill the fuck out." riiiiiiight.

Thanks for being fun times. Ment a lot. *sap*

gratia · #13 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

oh girl i know all too well how you feel. sometimes prioritizing can be a fucking bitch. and then just when you have it all sorted out in your head........the party gets the best of you and you're back at square one. BAH!

Tea · #14 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

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Originally Posted by gratia

oh girl i know all too well how you feel. sometimes prioritizing can be a fucking bitch. and then just when you have it all sorted out in your head........the party gets the best of you and you're back at square one. BAH!

Empathy is medicine. <3

decypher · #15 (**permalink**) Mar 13, 06

Yeh sometimes you just have to let school take precedent over going out and partying.

Liqwid · #16 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

its your birthday tarabear.......

u have an excuse!

Tea · #17 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by Liqwid

its your birthday tarabear.......

u have an excuse!

I think it's an excuse i'm never going to use again. One day over my future?
I agree with Decypher somethings ARE more important. I never go out...and your right dalyn darlin,' it is an excuse to do just that, but it's not me, i'm more stressed NOW for doing something out of my nature. I don't try to make it seem SO obvious on fnk (even if it is), but i am gigantic geek (a proud one)....and i realized i don't fit in with the popular kids so why bother? From now on i'm just going to shut up, and do my work earlier. The way i like it. The night before steez is really dying fast.

Time to study.

ps: did i mention i hate procrasturbation.

Mr. Spiffigans · #18 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

Geeks shall inherit the world.... I sing my geekdom loud and proud

Sykonee · #19 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by Tea

I think it's an excuse i'm never going to use again. One day over my future?
I agree with Decypher somethings ARE more important. I never go out...and your right dalyn darlin,' it is an excuse to do just that, but it's not me, i'm more stressed NOW for doing something out of my nature. I don't try to make it seem SO obvious on fnk (even if it is), but i am gigantic geek (a proud one)....and i realized i don't fit in with the popular kids so why bother? From now on i'm just going to shut up, and do my work earlier. The way i like it. The night before steez is really dying fast.

Time to study.

ps: did i mention i hate procrasturbation.

When it comes to schooling, you can always try again. Memories with friends, however, can only happen once, in the moment.

Don't feel bad about putting time studying aside for times with friends.

Tea · #20 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by Sykonee

When it comes to schooling, you can always try again. Memories with friends, however, can only happen once, in the moment.

Don't feel bad about putting time studying aside for times with friends.

Is it sad that this actually made me feel better?

Thank you, and your right it's not the end of the world.
As of 1:30 i will feel a lot more free even if failure awaits in the wings.

Liqwid · #21 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by Tea

I think it's an excuse i'm never going to use again. One day over my future?
I agree with Decypher somethings ARE more important. I never go out...and your right dalyn darlin,' it is an excuse to do just that, but it's not me, i'm more stressed NOW for doing something out of my nature. I don't try to make it seem SO obvious on fnk (even if it is), but i am gigantic geek (a proud one)....and i realized i don't fit in with the popular kids so why bother? From now on i'm just going to shut up, and do my work earlier. The way i like it. The night before steez is really dying fast.

Time to study.

ps: did i mention i hate procrasturbation.

its sooo ok tho.....

its not like your going to do it again,untill about this time next year....

and who knows maybe you'll do something more low key next year!

how did u essay turn out anyways?

.dalyn.

matéo · #22 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by Sykonee

When it comes to schooling, you can always try again. Memories with friends, however, can only happen once, in the moment.

Don't feel bad about putting time studying aside for times with friends.

Thats crap. Schooling costs some people 500 dollars or more a course and one night boozing it up with friends can cost you that extra 500 dollars, plus whatever money you spent on drinks(which is probably minimal in Tea's case)plus a killer hangover. If you have great friends memories will come weekly!
On the other hand I have made some great memories while being drunk with frineds, the only part is I can't remember them b/c I was drunk! Ack.

socool · #23 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

"Procrastination is like masturbation: It feels great until you realize you just fucked yourself."

decypher · #24 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by Sykonee

When it comes to schooling, you can always try again. Memories with friends, however, can only happen once, in the moment.

Don't feel bad about putting time studying aside for times with friends.

Not when you're aiming for competative fields. Your GPA and the amount of extra workexperience you put in makes the big difference. You need to be alert and enthusiastic because if you're not there is always someone else willing to jump forward and take the spot.

Sykonee · #25 (**permalink**) Mar 14, 06

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Originally Posted by decypher

Not when you're aiming for competative fields. Your GPA and the amount of extra workexperience you put in makes the big difference. You need to be alert and enthusiastic because if you're not there is always someone else willing to jump forward and take the spot.

Oh, I agree, but I'm not the kind of guy to dedicate his life to reaching huge when I'm quite content in being of the 'lower middle-class'. Hence, my psuedo-hippy-dippy philosophy. Heh..