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Feb 13, 03
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being overwhelmed with school
it fucking lacks.
it took me over 5 hours to complete a self portrait assignment for my design class. and my prof basically hates it. and i have 9 prints to make before next friday...color prints. and i have a project due on monday andi still haven't gotten the fuckin film developed let alone printed any of the prints for the project. i'm pretty sure i failed my english mid term today as well. a cherry on top. life is great. -s. 
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Feb 13, 03
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same as well.. February is the worst month for me for school. Even if Idon't have a tough course load I realized after first semester that the effort I put in then, versus the mark that I got.. was a complete fluke... and well. I want to do well.
Exams week after week topped with assignments. It never stops cuz after february's done and over with I have papers due. Then I have to start thinkin bout whether I even wanna stay at sfu... I don't think i have much energy or need for many social ties. But so long as I have time for coffee then I'm happy
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Feb 13, 03
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i hear ya. febuary is hell. i don't even have time for coffee..or breakfast or lunch..i'm eating a 6inch sub right now....my dinner. why? cuz my work lost my pay check...AGAIN. so another 2-3 weeks before i get more money. so now i have about...60 something bucks in my bank account. again...life is good.
-s.
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Feb 15, 03
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^i kind of agree.. but just like any other project in any other class art teachers make guidelines for what they're looking for in a piece... just so that some one doesn't just goof off, do some scribbling and say they were inspired by jackson pollock or summin..
but yeah some art teachers that I've heard of are pretty narrow-minded bout "self-expression" Ugh, this week has been nothing but shit after shit after shit. And in between that shit there's more extra-curricular shit. I'm not looking forward to starting up on reading. Why am I not getting paid to be a person. i quit! /me sips german chocolate coffee.
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Feb 16, 03
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this is one of the weeks where i ask myself why the shit am i involved with sooo much. its mark cutoff time for SECOND report card (this year has been flyingggg by)... which means all teachers load us up with hw, projects, tests etc....FUN STUFF. im not the type who really studies.. i do a half ass job and get blessed with decent marks. im a lucky one..but projects and hw..i spend lots of time on. 3/4 of my portfolio is due on wednesday..holy shit. :trippin: im totlaly stressing on that right now.
I HATE MARK CUTOFFS! coming week is lower mainland bball playoffs in north van... goin to a wedding on saturday (OPEN BAR!) a portfolio workshop saturday morning and i have 50 gazillion applications to hand in this week.. being in grade 12 is just a tad stressful..just a tad!
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Feb 16, 03
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^^ See Bev.. that's why I'm taking a year off after I graduate. So while everyone else is all stressing about scholarship deadlines, application dates, blah blah.. I'm just sitting and relaxing, and concentrating on my school work.
Then after I work for a year, I'll be going back to school and in that year I'l have more time to figure out what I want to take in school. So much less stressful :P
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Feb 16, 03
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but i wanan be special and be a youngin and go to college and fight the world asap!
seriously..if i take a year off id go outta control. think about it..this is the combo id be getting me... with a steady income from my "full time job", a car to drive, an id, no priorities nor things to stress about, still young and full of energy ALL LEADS TO TROUBLE. i really wish i can take a year off.. my mom actually wants me to, cuz she wants me to go into university with kids my age. im just gonna get this education thing over with... the program im going into is compltely enjoyable and all the courses are things im actually interested in, so it should whiz by. *i'll say all this for now..i'll look at this post in a year or so..and it might all change* lol
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Feb 16, 03
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Wait'll U get to the "real world", kiddies...McJobs that don't pay enough...or jobs with tons 'o work...and deadlines, etc...they never stop...no summer vacation, either...all the HS BS turns into office BS...on the plus side U can go and do what U want at the end of the day...'tho all U wanna do is sleep
(...more bitterness, it appears...)
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Feb 16, 03
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Though I don't need to worry about it though.. I don't a car, I don't even have my license, no ID and all I'm going to be doing is working and saving money so I don't see myself going out of control.. hehe. But taking a year off isn't for everyone. It sures makes things alot less stressful right now though. During the year though, I might also be taking nightschool to update a few marks and stuff. But I wanna work and save money to lessen the student loan a bit since i'm paying my way, not my parents. all i get is free rent and food. hehe =)
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