mommy dearest

[Ragga_Wh0re]

so my sis called me this afternoon and asked me if i could babysit for her for a few hours this eve i agreed if she got her bf to throw me a 20 spot. 5 mins later my mom calls and threatens to kick me out of the house if i babysit for my sister. I called my sis back and told her i couldnt babysit.
So i was listening to some choons getting ready in the bathroom to go to my gfs house and pick up a discman cuz mine broke. Anyways my mom gets home comes upstairs and started freaking out on me told me to pack my shit and get the fuck out, then she grabbed a sledge hammer ran into my room and says im going to smash ur stereo and all ur cds and destroy your poetry, I LOST IT I sent my head through the office wall and kicked down 3 closet doors.
My mom runs down stairs and says shes calling the cops and the ambulance cuz im "mentally unstable". Im balling my eyes out and screaming how could you do this to me and shes like because you didnt vaccume and cuz u were gonna babysit. And i havent done anything to you youve done it all to urself

im like uhmok? Sorry if I wanted to go and make money OF MY OWN to get myself to work for the week so I wouldnt have to ask you for money so I could go to work because you rub it in my face and make me feel lik shit till i cry and lose it. Shes like your a nut case etc etc Im like okay you get choked at me because I am going to do my sis a fav and babysit, then you further provoke me by telling me to pack my shit and leave,further provoking me by cominginto my room with a sledge hammer and threatning to demolish MY LIFE which is my music and poetry, then turning around and saying its all my fault?
A part of me died today with her treating me like this AGAIN.This hasnt happened since march when I moved out for a couple months. I am so upset I need to move the fuck out of here AGAIN asap. I cant take this shit its fucking killing me. I dont understand how a person could threaten to take away another persons LOVE music and poetry is my love MY LIFE and she threatened to destroy it all.
Now shes saying sorry? I need a hug and a bigfat joint and niether of which i have right now.

I think its safe to say I very well despise my mother... again.

[M!SKA]

:( wow.
thats harsh, and you shouldn't have to put up with that shit. no one should.

[MissZiggy]

aw. I can't give you a big hug or a joint but hopefully this will do:
:sixpak:

[baby_bluez]

u know what hun... i have never found someone in the same situation as me... my mom does the sammmme things... she came into my room one morning and FREAKED out cuz our windows 98, 2mb hard-drive, computer wouldn't let her on the internet and so she threatened to delete all my music everything.
theres been many other times... over things like... "i didnt vacume" or, there was an elastic on the rug that was there in the morning and i didn't pick it up... STUPID ass things... and then i lose it and break things and such and she thinks IM the crazy one... shes the eccentric freak who alters my mental disposition! Its hurting. I feel your pain! :soak:

[Deaner]

^^^^ I hear you on that one, parents seem to think they can fly off the handle about every little thing...and as soon as we say one thing about it, it's automaticly "disrespectful"...well what the hell do they think playing smashy smash smash with our stuff is a fun day at the circus...It sucks to be at the brunt of a bad day for them...I try to just stay out of the way with my parents seem to work just peachy........

[Ragga_Wh0re]

yeah I REALLY NEED a punching bag again like sososososososos bad or i need to get back into boxing again because at this rate i will seriously harm myself or someone else, I have an explosive temper and I can only take so much so yah. SUX ASS.