screwing up

[galaxie]

...and knowing that the reason you feel like shit and hurt inside is 'cause you messed something up, that inadvertantly ended up hurting you in the end, when you didn't even realize that you had done anything wrong in the first place.

that really fucking bites my ass

fucking grey area

I wish I didn't have such a guilty conscience...you know how some people can just blame everyone but themselves? It's times like these I wish I were one of those people...instead I'm the type that blames everything on myself.

blarrrrgh

[Kelster]

you didn't screw up natty

stop it already

[Liqwid]

wut happened???

~Dalyn:008:

[galaxie]

^ mlah
it's too long and irrational to post, but basically, I feel like shit. I'm starting to be able to go through my day without wanting to break down and cry for hours on end, so I guess that's a plus.

=\

yeah I did, Kel, I so did!!!!!

[jim]

all that anyone can do is try to recognize their mistakes as quickly as possible and try to correct them just as fast.

with many the difficult thing is realizing you've made a mistake.

just try your best to correct what is wrong, that is all anyone can ask of you.

[Kelster]

oh god nat

it's not a mistake, and it wasn't your decision either

you said so yourself that it was for the best and that it'd test the relationship, right?

it'll just take time to reajust not having him around, but things will look up sooner or later

[galaxie]

^ that's not exactly what I'm talking about

I'll explain when I see you next...

Jim, that's a lot easier said than done right now, I wish it were that easy!