im a bit drained..

[bebu*funfun]

umm yea.

working 24 hours a week with 2 diff jobs, full time school crammed in 3 days and the funfun tix store is draining me. wow.. opening up this site on teh net actually gives me a bit of relaxation. i feel like BLAH.. no energy, no effort, just drained. wow.. i feel completely retarded.

frustrating when ppl dont understand how overwhelming it mite get (yes i go to art school.. we do more than draw shapes).. ex. parents, other friends. "go clean the whole house.." or "let me steal you to hang out".. umm i have 90 essays due.. blah. im just soo bad with being tempted to go out.. (adam..that phone call today was sooooo tempting, took a lot outta me to say no)

as well..amazing how ppl are: hey do u have tickets to grande finale? i reply no..and they're like THEYRE OUT ALREAYD WHY DONT YOU HAVE THEM?!?.. umm cuz i dont even have time to go to the doctor, why would i have time go to see azim. anyways.

just venting.. its end of the semester.. essays, projects, exhibiton, the GREAT HUGE BIG GINORMOUS 20 min interview to get into design for 2nd year. yea...im a TAD overwhelmed. ummm yea. dont tell me to quit a job, cuz i can't.. i wanan work at both places over the summer.. so i must tough it out right now.. ive been trin to give hours away, thats the best i can do.

ok my vent for the day...back to hw.

[bob]

i think it's really cool that you can keep yourself so busy... but don't burn yourself out aiite... hey you're not turning into one of those under 20 asian girls with grey hair, are you?

[sNyx]

wow bevy your swamped!! you need to do what im doing, getting EVERYTHING out of the way for XX days and then not even picking up your phone to enjoy some you time.

my XX days are this weekend, so.. I.. must.. finish..

don't ware out the rechargables before they have a time to recover or all work and no play will make bevy go something something..

[mugsy]

i've had a broken toe now for about 2 or 3 weeks due to tha fact i dont have time for the doctor, now some of the swelling is gone and its a little crooked...
i hear yah 100 %.. only people are on my ass to get a job.. i've been goin to school 6 days a week right now to finish all my shit, no one will hire a student who goes to school full time (9-5:00 or later.. at least i cant find anyone) its rediculous and our school is doin the grad show a week early so us first years who have to set up the studio for get a week cut off for not only our work, but our due dates got pushed forward... oi.

but i think everyone is feeling the stress.... its sooo close to the end, and it seems like you'll be fine... just like 3 more weeks or so....

tell the ticket people to suck it.

[KandyKid]

I know how you feel Bev, here is my schedual

School from 10-2
Gym from 2-3.30
Home @ 4, eat, do some turbo studying
5.15 leave for work (bus to Van from New West...)
6.30 - 11.30 Work
Home @ 12.15
Eat, shower 12.45
Study til 2

rinse, lather, repeat 4 days a week, not to mention i take saturday classes too from 9-1 in the morning, then work from 1.30-8.30 the same day

*sigh* time to go write my corrections final (@ 10 today)

Cheers.

[Erica]

most important is to make sure you draw your boundaries. you come first...not whoever wants this or that ticket, or your parents asking you to clean the house when you have three projects due tomorrow and they're still only half done, or whatever else. regardless of how hard it is sometimes, we all gotta learn how to say no to others when we aren't even spending enough time taking care of ourselves. your own health (physical, mental, spiritual, emotional) comes before anything cause if you're not even okay (let alone content or happy), you aren't doing much good for anyone. you're a strong and hard working girl, but don't try to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders when you don't need to.