May 28, 04
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watch out
i'm ready to hit anyone and anything....
uninvited guests come over and demand a bed, we already have our guest room full, i have the flu, i get kicked out of my bed and put on the coach. i say fine to avoid the argument my mom is trying to avoid. everyone says "poor meghan" then they start to talk, LOUD. they tell me that we are all getting up early. my dad mouths "im sorry" and goes to bed, leaving me alone with this group. i honestly reached out for him, in that "no dont leave me here" kind of way, but he escaped two floors up. as teh gab and talk loudly i can sense my mom tryin to push them to bed as she can tell im sick. and she knows that me giving up my bed when i feel like this is biiiiiiiiiig favor. so grumpy, sick meghan lies wide awake on the uncomfertable couch, finally they all decide to go to bed. and i cant sleep. and the person i give my bed to comes out, shakes me, "meghan you awake? your room is messy, thats disrespectful." im really sorry that my room doesnt meet your requirements, and i know its messy, but i feel like shit, so im not going to clean it for you. if you dont like it, sleep on the fucking couch. but what i really said was "yah i know, ive been busy and sick and mmmgmgmfmdmgmdfg..." and pretended like i was half asleep. and tomorow will be hell, as i will be outcasted - only grand daughter not married, i'm not a JW, i sometimes *gasp* sleep over at my bf's house, i attend art school, my drawings are offensive (thats a compliment though) and (oh no) i dont dress in the style of a 35 year old married women, i dress my age. somebody, even aliens or chupacabras, kidnap me, just for a little while? and my dad too. 
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