Not Looking forward to next years christmas

[Wellbelove#1]

Christams has never made me so miserable :(

Call me a scroge,
But chirstmas is to fake for me, and i dont enjoy it!!! AT ALL!

The whole giving thing is relay cool,
But it realy sux and hurts you when the person you give it to feels guilty cus they didnt give you anything or the ppl around seem upset you didnt give them anything but you did to the other person... so you make someone happy,yet disapoint someone else?

And then the whole family get together.
My mom tryed to make the perfect christamas and slaved for hours making a wicked dinner, but personaly I dont see the point? Wasting and stresing around to make a perfect dinner for ppl you love just doesnt cut it? And what hurts more is doing anything wrong can completly tare apart mom's perfect christmas dream...
Its so frustrating, christmas is a holiday and we should be happy and joyful cus thats how we feel, not because we have to be all fake nice.

Oh and it gets dark to early and its soooooooo cold and im so sick of chocolate NO MORE PLEASE!!!!!!!!


sorry for being so grumpy...

[Rytalin]

yeah I agree.

I think it is this year that the true spirit of christmas has REALLY hit me.

The only things on my christmas list this year were things that I could really use, stuff that I would buy if I had some sort of cashflow.

If I did have a job, the only thing that would have been on my list this year would be "just get me whatever you think will amuse me. Suprise me." those exact words.

Christmas is about giving, about being together with your friends and loved ones, and about the birth of Jesus Christ.

it's NOT about how much crap you get under the tree, or how nice your christmas decorations are, or how good your turkey dinner is. People are WAY too caught up in traditions that take away from the true meaning of christmas.

[~lazee_grrl~]

yeah..i don't look forward to next christmas either..other then the no skool factor..but then again..i didn't look too forward to christmas this year either..actually..i sorta just didn't care....its never anything really big or special to my family..its like another normal day so??

[Jess_C]

I sort of agree! Except mine is on different terms!

I wasn't too into the christmas spirit! Well I was to the REAL meaning of Christmas...but this year I wasn't into the whole gifts thing! I didn't want anything and got everyone a card! I don't think people realize what the REAL meaning is of Christmas.

Not to mention I had to celebrate Christmas 4 fukin times this year! Christmas eve at my Dad's house...Christmas morning at my godfather's house...Christmas day/nite at my Uncle's...and Boxing day at my Mom's. It was such a weird Christmas just because it's the first year my parents have been divorced. Everything used to be all together in one BIG family Christmas. Meh, not anymore.

Not to mention everyone else was pretty miserable too and yes, stressed over gifts and dinner. I just sat and shook my head...because it's not the point of Christmas!!! I seriously couldn't think of anything I really wanted for Christmas...I didn't want gifts...turkey...chocolate or anything...I just wanted my family happy and together....

...Which didn't happen what-so-ever! Both my parents were hurt because they only could see SO much of me, then I had to be passed to the next family gathering. However, there was nothing I could do...I can't favor one parent to the other. So I had to deal with both saying their good byes...upset and wishing I wasn't leaving them.

ARGH!

Merry fukin ho ho!

Anyways, I made the best of it...and it was great to see everyone...I just wish Christmas wasn't the way it was this year! I guess that's what divorce does to your family.