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Jan 04, 05
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my grandpa is in the hospital right now for brain cancer....for sure its a shock. i mean as u get older u learn to accept stuff differently but when ur only 15 like me it takes awhile to sorta realize that hes not gonna make it and is probably gonna be completely out of your life in a month or so. the worst part is when it actually happens.
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right before i left for the island we got a call from a longtime family friend who said her husband had lung and liver cancer...and that he was now in a comatose state and he had 2 weeks to live
when i got back from the island ... i found out he had passed away ...3 days later... i still can't beleive it. i havent seen him in so many years...i wish i would have been able to have some time with him before he left....
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aww cocoz :( i know how u feel..my uncle is dying of lukemia(sp?) and it the hardest thing to cope with and try and understand.
if u need anything..cheering up.booze.joint...dont hestitate to call me m'lady. u know im here.
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walking into the hospital and as you're looking for their bed number, you see them getting carted away, and they notice you. They look up and pass you a subtle look, and as if in their weakened state, their eyes fails to reach you. I have never felt, as I did then. It's as if your heart is breaking inside, words do no justice to such impact tragedy has on our lives. When there is only fear, desperation and no longer any strength in the eyes of one you love, your heart truly does break inside. Though these are just words, anyone who has lost someone, or is losing someone they have truly loved, will understand all that I speak.
There are so many things I want to say about this subject, yet in my stupor, I think I'll just be saying the same things over and over and over; just using different words. All I can really say is that, I know how it feels, and it really does suck. If you find some sort of tourniquet for your emotions, feel free to share them. It might do others in your situation some help.
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