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ok . . .
everytime he is watching tv, he goes in a world of his own. as if he has no other priorities and/or responsibilities. and when i ask him to do somethin, he either doesnt end up doing it, or when he sais he does, its done half assed. i bring this up everytime, we get into a fight, he sais he ll never do it again and blah blah bah. last night was no different, but this time he brings it up in front of my dad, and shit at home isnt exactly picture perfect, my dad isnt feeling too well for the time being, and my lil bro does it again. i had finished cooking dinner, and i had to yell his name out 3 times just for him to come and get his own fukin plate and cutlary. a few words later and a silent dinner, we all finish up, he gets up and doesnt even say thank you. no big deal. at this time, my dad is givin us a lecture about behaving like this during dinner, and i always feel guilty cuz i know how upset he gets about shit like this. so i tell my lil bro to go fuck himeself and get his shit together. i decided to leave the house, i quickly change, and go say bye to my dad, and in front of my dad, in a calm polite voice, as if nothing had happened, my brother asks me if it's ok for him to use the comp. fukin sneaky fuck!!! anyways i left the house and went to field came back really late. i had a talk with my dad this morning, and apparently he had a talk with my lil brother, and now everything is supposed to be cool.
i know i might be over reacting, but when i was at his age, i didnt behave like this. i had a lot more responsibilities and never said anything, and i guess im having high expectations of him. but the point is that, im losing value in his words. it pisses me off, when people keep appolagizing for the same thing over and over again. wow this turned out to be a pretty long rant.
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May 16, 06
