Jun 10, 04
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tara, i'm not tryign to be mean here...
but i think it's time you change your attitude, take some time and analyze yourself and find out why you're always getting rejected and disrespected like this. you're a nice girl with many good qualities, but like me, we all got our flaws ;) 
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Jun 10, 04
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This is my third week. They even typed out my name on the office sheet. Kelly: i think im just jinked, i work really hard and its been noted. I think when she, the controller, went home last night she may have seen the internet on my computer screen. That is a no no, but tons of people do it and i had nothing to do. Other then that i cant think of anything. Everyone has been so great to me. Fuck im really upset.
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Jun 10, 04
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i don't think you're 'jinxed' at all, that's just an excuse for your unpleasant outcomes in life...you make the bed you lay in, hun. if i were you, everything others tell you would be taken with grain of salt. the receptionist may really think you're doing an awesome job, or she can just be telling you what you want to hear and a lot of people tend to do that! i'm trying to avoid talking bout your job mishap because what i'm trying to say to you isn't just about your current job situation... but really, it doesn't matter if others surf the net on the job. they've been there longer then you, and they have experience and some value as an employee for the company. you just started, and so far you're probably un trained and now the boss sees you as some slacker...pretty much useless! there's always something to do...you may have to look for that something, but don't ever say there's nothing to do!!!! if there really was nothing for you to do, then there's obviously no need for you as an employee. ps. just because people are good to you, doesn't mean they like you. it sucks, things would be a lot less complicated if people were upfront...but that's not how the world works :/
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Jun 10, 04
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Yah but there not letting me go for being a bad employee, did you not read the email. What other job are you referring to, ARITZIA, thats no comparison, i hated that job and would have quit anyway. I liked this job, but im confident that i will get another job, i always get jobs...i lost this one for a real reason..and the other receptionist was very open with me, she told me everything good and bad that i was doing. She trained me and we worked as a team. Its not like you think. Plus, i dont even know if she knew i was on the net, if she did that could be an issue, but bottom line i would not be getting the boot if 1504, the other store was eliminating a position.
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Jun 10, 04
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tara read what i'm saying!!!
what i first posted is not only in regards to your job situation, but to your boy problem and much more! i probably sound extremely cynical, but a lot of people/friends don't and won't tell you what is really on their mind (like the neg stuff, what they think, how they feel). ..it's understandable tho. a lot of people don't want to hear that shit, some people rather stay 'nice' and keep quiet, and in most cases it's not necessary to open that can of worms. either way, my point is, stop letting others reassure you with their compliments...it means nothing, there are a lot of flaky people out there. you've got some issues to fix or you're most likely going to be live a very unhappy life. wow i feel like shit. tara you always manage to annoy the shit out of me, then make me feel like complete shit. it's so hard to keep my mouth shut when it comes to you, you don't know how much i hate it. this is all out of love flavortwat :( i've got a lot of flaws i need to work on too. i know i've changed a lot in the last couple years, in some aspects i improved and in some i've deteriorated but it's something you never stop working on till death. *phewf* FUCK TARA ehhh <3
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Jun 10, 04
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"i've got a lot of flaws i need to work on too"
-such as?
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Jun 10, 04
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You know what FUCK YOU KELLY, FUCK YOU FOR BEING RIGHT ON THE MONEY! Yeah, so you told me what i wont listen to but what i needed to hear. Your right, i look for validation and i need to quit looking for it in order to live a normal happy life. Thank you for caring, and thank you for opening up your blunt, windy trap for you are right, and only someone who actually has some insight into me would notice that, so i thank you. I have changed a lot too, im more confident, i know myself a lot bettter, have been through more shit, learned more lesson and am generally a lot more happy. I just need to find a good place to fit in and make some money and then i'll be golden. Anyhow, i appreicate your concerns.
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Jun 10, 04
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tara, i know this is shitty but come on, things get shitty everynow and then.
you were soo happy in the past few weeks and i know it wasnt just your job that made you happy. you started to actually be happy with yourself. A job that you had for 3 weeks isnt the end all and be all. im really sure if you keep yourself happy and motivated youll work your way through it. and hey, if you dont...ill just have to be a screaming bitch to get some sense into you. because we both know...thats what i do best. hey..you still owe me for all those quarters for talking about whats his name....hmmm???? :)
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