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May 20, 03
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do you ever wonder.....??>
what your life would be like if you had never done ANY drugs and never gone to a rave????
I think mine would be sooo different! It's hard to say whether it would be better or worse thouhg, i might still be living in that bubble a lot of chicks my age live in had i never done these things 
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May 20, 03
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I think that my experiences with drugs have helped me grow as a person.
I definetly feel like I grew up way too fast, and I mean I missed out on a lot of things that people my age have gotten to enjoy but when it comes down to it I feel like I've developed a better understanding of just life in general. I don't think that 90% of people my age would be able to handle a situation where one of their friends is on the verge of dying from a drug overdose, or something of that sort. I just look at people my age and they seem so naive and inexperienced. I think drugs definetly help you see things from a different perspective, so I have no regrets.
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May 20, 03
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i have no idea where i would be if i didn't party....scary thought
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May 20, 03
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if i hadn't gotten into the rave scene, and done drugs... i think i would've done something like marriage right outta high school, divorced before 20, and spent the rest of my days in the bottom of a bottle... never leaving my front door, never letting the outside world in...
either that or i might've gone to (and stayed in) college, let myself be whipped by a woman, and do everything to make my life with her better... yea, i could see myself being a fucken drone... i used to be so lovesick & die-hard romantic before i got all fucked up on drugs... good thing i got a head start on avoiding those lives...
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May 20, 03
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Why bother dwell on what might have been when you can focus your energy on what you can be now.
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May 20, 03
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I'd probably be pretty much the same?
Be interested in what you want, but if you're not moderating things enough to keep a steady balance of work and play, no matter what you like is going to affect the way the future turns out. However, it's really not worth regretting what you've done either. A mistake is a lesson learned, and an opportunity for a new begining. (I need to stop using cliches.) M
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May 20, 03
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i think i would have gotten a basketball scholarship somewhere..even to somewhere close by.
 i got better at bball everytime i touched the ball.. might sound a lil cocky but if i was fully dedicated i knew there were places i would get to. without influence of drugs and raves i would be 100% atheletic.. and not be side tracked in anyway. i chose this path to go on.. met many ppl and matured to be who i am today...who im totaly proud of.
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May 20, 03
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i think back to my first party and i was so scared to go cause i had to dance and i was so self conciense??spelling??and now i go to partys having the time of my life cause i can bust the moves out...its made me such an outgoing person,
and the music alone gives me so much energy.. im nothng more then happy that i started going to partys
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May 20, 03
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I definitely would not have most of my close friends, that's for sure...or my bf (I *heart* him) either! Of course, I didn't meet most of them at raves, but I did find that we had that passion (at the time) in common, and we took off from there.
Other than that, I think I'd be pretty much the same...going to school, work, etc.... *Jen*
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May 20, 03
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May 20, 03
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I did do them - and there are no regrets about it
I was supposed to do them - i was supposed to go to parties , that's why I went. it was a part of my journey, a part of making me who I am today, a part of making me who I am in the future there were things I needed to see, things I needed to know and people I needed to meet maybe there's a Maryah in a different reality who didn't do them - but that's not me - so I don't dwell on that too much
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May 20, 03
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I'm glad I did drugs and partied.. at least I got the curiousity over with so that I would't fuckitup later. I started in the beginning of grade 11 which left me jus enough time to fuck up my entire grade 11 year. By then end of it I smartened up, went to quebec to get a fresh start on life, worked there for 8 weeks and came back with the realization that I needed to pick myself up.
So I threw the party scene behind me and didn't look back until I got accepted to university and got my head on straight in the direction that I wanted to go. If I had become "curious" about defying my morals any later, then I woulda really not made it to where I am now. The party scene shattered my confidence, self-image self-worth which only led to a wake up call. Now I don't even crave to go back and become absorbed by it. If it weren't for the party scene I woudn't have learned many of the things that I did, and I woulnd't have met one of my awesome girl friends, azn_sweet_e, bob, and a couple others whom I'm glad to have met. No regrets really. :)
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May 21, 03
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i would be able to complete a sentence without studering.
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May 21, 03
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i don't know..and i don't care..i like my life the way it is now..=)
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May 21, 03
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i would be completely different.
but still stina at whole.
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May 21, 03
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i know i would have alot more brain cells....
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May 21, 03
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I think I would still be "me", but a different "me". Like a lot of others have said, its been part of my journey through life. Sometimes its amazing how much one encounter can change someone's direction and path.
As an example, I once randomly (and very drunkenly) started chatting up a girl at a bar in Montreal. We kept in touch for a short time, but then lost contact. Fast forward 7 months and we reconnect in Vancouver (we met in Montreal) and have been best of friends since (we even moved here within a day of each other). I can't begin to fathom the different twists and turns my life may have taken had I never spoken to her in the first place. Who knows? I could be dead as a result of a random situation (car crash, etc.) if my life were on a different path. Or I could be a millionaire. Point being, I'm happy with the person I am and have become, and as long as I'm true to myself I won't have any regrets about what might have been.
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May 21, 03
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I have no regret.
i would have never found funky disco house
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May 22, 03
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I probably would of got a scholarship to go to school.
Or would be really into punk rock, and be a really good skateboarder. When i started partying and shit i kinda stopped hanging around with my sk8 or die friends. And i would be really closed minded. I got no regrets though i'm glad i started partying and doing drugs. To an extent though.
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