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The reasons behind my instinctual need to get mucky in the mind with drugs/booze.
The incredible courage that wells within myself. actually tapping that shit. and saving the world( the world being my ring of experience, not to big but big enought to fit into the its and bits of it all.) sound messy? well being 20...... Being lonely doesn't scare me anymore. it did thought. But we're all alone here. and thats magic. it gives you absolute freedom of thought (see above) fear is a guide in my life. The more something scares me, whether its school, not going to school, the manical manipulations of socializtion, the tv ads the propogands called public education, jumping off that cliff, or clearing that tree on my skiis, learning to skate way late, or speaking with strangers. all this shit is a lesson that is happening. the look in people eyes. city sick muck minded mules making payments on cars that are killing thier childrens lungs. being so wasteful. not realizing how lucky I am. me. me. me. being selfish in my worries, not acting not acting on my dreams. after you start fallowing your dreams, it gets so hard not to, thats the pain that I fear. |
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!)SPIDERS-omg those things are so fuken scary...i don't care how big it is i will FREAK the fuk out...NOTHING scares me more than spiders!!!
2)TAXI DRIVERS-do not try to put in a taxi alone cause its NOT gonna happen... 3)DARK PLACES-i am a so scared of being all alone in a dark creepy place...ESPECIALLY when there are trees n bushes around... |
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shadi that's such a good question
There are alot of things i'm afraid of but mostly it's commitment. I can never limit myself to one thing,I'm so spontanious I'm always switching from one thing to another and I feel the need to move on to new things quickly...I don't mind it so much now, I think it's an important part of growing up, I'm just afraid I'll never be able to settle down!!! But then again, maybe that's not such a bad thing?? hmmm......who knows. |
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^ they're horrible aren't they :soak:
Courtney I know exactly how you feel about commitment, I couldn't have described it better myself. Who knows maybe it'll change with age... but by the looks of it I seriously doubt things are going to change for me anytime soon |
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I'm pretty scared of clowns. Not sure where the phobia began... could've been because of Stephen King's It, but for as long as I can remember I've been terrified of them. Lately though I think I've gotten better about it. I don't scream anymore when I see them.
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EVERYTHING
lawnmowers weedwackers aka(whipper-snippers) poison ivy spiders woodbugs no-see-ems cats in heat yappy dogs (im coo wit big dogs) red and black ants nightmares nightmares that come true pimps, playahs and hustlas my hair when it gets frizzy dirty old men guys who think their gonna get some from me and try and act like smooth cats fire hot hot water ovens crematoriams holocaust anthrax deep water ---murky abysses planers and power saws goalie masks road racers drunk drivers girls who wanna kill me for various "good" reasons and.... i think thats it... if i get scared of something else that i haven't put.... i'll put it OH wait----> my shadow...but only when im sketchy |