questioning existance?

[Rayeine]

There comes a time in a persons life, where he or she feels alone and helpless.
Nothing can change the way his or her stomach feels when put in an uncomfortable situation.
Nothing can explain how suddenly he or she can feel so much in love, with raging feelings,
but the next minute feel totally out of control of his or her destiny.
How is it that, we as teenagers and young adults put the time and effort into making other people feel at ease, when we ourselves feel totally and completely out of place?
Acceptance. Is it really as important as we make it out to be?
Does it really deserve the blind pedestal we put it on?
Can we all honestly say that we have never hinted and wondered if we “fit in” to society?
Clothing....am I dressing the right way? Can people tell that THIS is really me?
Why cant I have a relationship that lasts longer than a few months? Is their something wrong with me?.......Therapists, they can only do so much, but who knows what side THEY are on.
Could we as a human race be just a video game, people play for amusement?
Could an eleven year old child be typing in situations and controlling our lives?
Could September 11th really be a new “addition” to their game?
Can you buy world disasters like earthquakes and fires in a store like electronics boutique?
Who honestly knows. We have scientists working towards goals, to discover.
What if everything has already been discovered, and we are just one of the hundreds of beings to follow the process. We have earth, a globe full of people.
A small circle compared to the vast nothingness of space! Nobody has ever made it alive to a star, so how do we know what is BEYOND that?
Can anyone tell me if space is flat....? Or is it like the earth........a globe. ......There cant just be the world and then useless space that means nothing.
We try and find out what we can about the planets and what surrounds us, but what use does that do? There is only so much are technology and our eyes can see!
Were not getting very far. The earth is so small in size, yet so many conflicts arise over the dumbest things. Oil, no this is my land, you have more money than me, you look different so Im going to treat you different. Basic stupidity, adults act like children in a different way..a way that will eventually affect the outcome of our lives.....of our planet...of our future.
How did there come to be so many religions on this planet? Was something planted in a certain individuals brain to discover such a thing?.....Religion. Could earth really be a prison, and religion just be a way to escape?......What if religion never existed.
Would we all honestly go insane? Or find a way to live in harmony with each other.
Then there are the questions like..how powerful is a god that constantly needs worship and praise.
If we had all been born black.....If we had all been born white.....If we had all been born purple, would we then be able to experience world peace?
Im only young, but yet I question so much. One day I am going to look back on these questions and think I was so childish to believe such things. I will have a family, a job, a life of my own....will these questions not matter to me then? Maybe it’s a good thing that I write down my thoughts, hopefully one day we as a nation will be able to discover the purpose.....
the purpose to our existence.

Charlene

[frontline]

wow! that was deep...some excellent points made...i concur

[Chet]

that crazy
makes ya think