becoming bitter and jaded

[SEAN!]

lately ive become incredibly bitter, and i don't even know why. i treat the people that i care about like shit..i dunno why and its been bothering me. i don't feel as christine would put it, PLURRY any more. when i look at people i always think of how stupid they are and all that shit. Also i just have the urge to fuck with peoples heads and emotions..its really fucked up.

[oliver]

why?

http://www.form-kaos.com/board/showt...threadid=15528

:trippin:

(j/k)

[Bitchin]

babe, maybe try not doing any chemicals for a month and see how you feel... if ya still feel agro and bitter... it could be some sort of depression or something?!

[Stephanie]

Are you bipolar?

Do you constantly sway from "on top of the world" to "kill everyone"?

Maybe you're just in a bad slump. Are you getting enough sleep? Did something tragic just happen in your life??

[GiggleyGal]

Feeling bitter and jaded really sucks!! Trust me I've been there! Just try 2 think of the good things although, it may be hard 2.

[Moon]

obviously drugs

i havent done any for a week and i feel a lil more plurry than i did a week ago. haha but yeah anyways

[LoveKat]

i always get depressed around the winter time, but if i try to stay postive than i'm usually ok :)

[diva]

Originally posted by Bitchin:
babe, maybe try not doing any chemicals for a month and see how you feel... if ya still feel agro and bitter... it could be some sort of depression or something?!

NO...if you're still feeling agro and bitter after a month it could STILL be the drugs.

:soak:

[*STARFISH*]

maybe you should just chill by yourself.. and reflect on stuff..
i know that sounds kinda cheezy but sometimes it helps :power-p:
if you ever want to talk, you know im here to listen.

[Breezy]

Originally posted by Stephanie:
Are you bipolar?

Do you constantly sway from "on top of the world" to "kill everyone"?

ya you could be manik.... but prob not, u'd notice....
jus stay away from drugs and see if you get better, it may last up to a year for you chemicals to all get back to normal... see a doc maybe, they have meds that should help~.... or maybe you're jus depressed?

[Rhianna]

HI my name is Rhianna, and I am never bitter......EVER! I'm the most plurry person there is and I love EVERYONE! Right Oliver?

Actually, I stopped trying to figure out why I'm so bitter. It's just the way I am.

[Filo]

Originally posted by Bitchin:
babe, maybe try not doing any chemicals for a month and see how you feel... if ya still feel agro and bitter... it could be some sort of depression or something?!

do you honestly think that stopping doin chemicals for ONLY a onth will show how bad the after effects are. try like three months at least. then the picture becomes a lil clearer. that's when the depression hits. at least it did for me

[oliver]

Originally posted by Rhianna:
HI my name is Rhianna, and I am never bitter......EVER! I'm the most plurry person there is and I love EVERYONE! Right Oliver?

Actually, I stopped trying to figure out why I'm so bitter. It's just the way I am.

*PLURRY HUGS!!!!!!!* yes rhianna! LOVE!! :trippin:

sean. try some 5 htp for the short term and try stopping the drugs for the long term. it sucks but not not doing drugs for and extended period of time will change you liek you wouldnt believe.

Back in high school i stopped blazing for like 9 months or something and you would not believe the difference.

[ppcock]

Originally posted by Sean!:
i don't feel as christine would put it, PLURRY any more. when i look at people i always think of how stupid they are and all that shit. Also i just have the urge to fuck with peoples heads and emotions..its really fucked up.

hit me up on msn.... I feel the exact same way..

Except for fucking with peoples heads and emotions part.....

msg me on msn or icq

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[Bitchin]

ugh, about the month thing... and quitting drugs... a month DOES do a lot..you may not notice it but it does.. but going for longer is better.. cause you de-tox and what-not ugh...

/me is annoyed

[oliver]

^ haha!!! the thought of de-toxing and not doing drugs for a month annoyed you that much? =)

[Stephanie]

Hmm....NOT doing drugs. What a concept! hehe

[oliver]

just to clarify...im not against doing drugs at all. ;)

[Bitchin]

no, not that.. Oliver.. the though of ppl thinkin that I dont know that staying clean for longer then a month is better...

and also.. ppl just annoy me... but I still hang around.. I wonder...

[Liqwid]

Celexa

[inkster]

is this raver stage #5 or #6? i can't remember.

[SEAN!]

Originally posted by inkster:
is this raver stage #5 or #6? i can't remember.

i think that it actually is number 4

[SEAN!]

Originally posted by Bitchin:
babe, maybe try not doing any chemicals for a month and see how you feel... if ya still feel agro and bitter... it could be some sort of depression or something?!

you could be right...it has been longer then a month since ive done chemicals but i still feel like shit, ive been depressed and moody for the last month and a half...im think that it might be a good idea to see a doctor about gettin some anti-depresents

[Glendita*]

hey sean ... all i can say is that u should just get away from everything ... hey ur started school so that will give u something else to keep your mind on ... and really hun lay off the drugs I KNOW IT IS EASIER SAID THEN DONE ... but i really think it will be the best thing for u .... it is going to be really hard for the first couple of month ... but u really have to try

[stringbeans]

maybe you should stop listening to so much jungle muzak ASSHOLE

john
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