Tornado Effect

[kiMMie]

Have you ever been in a situation when everything is going so perfectly and then one day you wake up and things aren't the way you thought they were? :351:

This is not just relationships, but friendships and work too... It really sux sometimes, because you plan out your "life" because you're hitting this *good* :337: streak for a while and then by fate..."WHAM"!! You're hit with this gigantic tornado of mishaps and f**k ups all together at once. It's mind-boggling!!! You sit there and think, "Where did I go wrong? What happened? When did I lose control?" :047:

And the worse part of it is, is that it takes you forever to figure out a solution for it, or it takes that long for it to subside...that's a true "downer"... :043:

I've been in a tornado myself for the last couple of months, and at one point I actually thought I was really gonna lose my mind...my work, my friends, my family, and my love-life were all in turmoil and it just burnt :058: me out...I still don't know what to do with half my problems, but I'm kinda tired of sitting on my ass waiting for this tornado to blow over...so I've swallowed my pride and dignity for now and have decided to "live" my life...

I hope I'm making the right decision...:Kimmie:

[MC Hammered]

I think Tsunami is MUCH more accurate description!

You get hit by a wave, crushed by the pressure, can't breathe due to all the water and you end up drowning in the end.

*sigh*

I need a drink...

[yoko*]

oh we're gettin japanese now huh?

fine. ur all wrong. it's the wasabi effect


for a split second you think u can handle it. .till it burns your nose and stings in your mouth... you're lucky if you can swallow it without spitting it out... but either way, spit or swallow, ur left with the same bitter aftertaste...

[MC Hammered]

Yoko you are da best!

I wish you put your statement in the form of a proof. You know how much I love those proofs of yours!

I would have been ROTFLMAO for sure! :225:

I feel so much better now. Thanks for the laugh.

Winston

[yoko*]

haha.. glad u feel even a bit better.

:145:

[Erica]

*big hugs* I can't say I know EXACTLY what you're going through, but I understand how this whole tornado/tsunami/WASABI thing works. I went through 7 years of pure hell and struggle, until I finally got to a point where I thought I was happy. That lasted about 3 months, and from then on, everything completely EXPLODED. To the point where I completely shut myself off from the world. For months on end, especially after New Years, I completely isolated myself from the world. I dropped out of school because of health problems, which totally diminished any last bits of social interaction I had. Things continued on like this until May, when I finally started to slowly pull myself up again. Right now, I'm still down in the hole, but I'm just starting to go out and see people once in a while again. Things are set up, and now it's just going to take me a lot of time, a lot more patience, and strength to get through this. I'm so sick of having to fight all of this still. It's all just a non-stop battle, and all I ever long for is a somewhat more "normal" teenage life. But yeah, life is tough...gotta roll with the punches...when a tsunami hits, you just gotta do the things you need to do to recover from it, and tough it out.

Erica :AZN:

[maripoppins]

i can completely relater to what you r talkin bout kimmie!...the good news uis that this tornado/tsunami/wasabi effect that is happening will pass...thats the greatest advice i have ever gotten...is that as hard as things may be now or may get in the future...there is always a light at the end of the tunnel, and that sometimes is the only thing we have to look forward to but atleast its something...so just keep focused on that increadible light at the end of the tunnel and we both know that everything will turn out ok at the end!...and you know im here for ya if things get unbearable...thats what friends are for!

[kiMMie]

Hahahaha...Yoko*!! That's hilarious...Wasabi Effect <--- that's gold, especially your description of it too...

I chose Tornado, cuz it's an "unexpected" event that picks you up, spins you around in endless circles, and then throws you crashing down onto the ripped up ground...and you're left standing there thinking "WTF just happened?"

Basically you are left standing alone in emptiness... having to start from scratch... putting your life back together again...

:Kimmie:

[omega_image]

remember sis, u r never alone.......
-adam

[yoko*]

that's true... n kimmie u prolly have lots of amigos that care about ya..

but it's also understable that no matter wut people say. no matter how much ppl say they're there for you.. you just feel so alone in your thoughts.
Sure friends say.. call me if u need me... but sumtimes you call and they're just never there.. physically. All by luck.. All by chance.. but all this *luck* can decide wut sorta of depressing thoughts are gonna be in ur head next.

n sumtimes. There isn't any one else who can help you but yourself. sumtimes you know that you have to stand on your own. That it isn't a problem any one else can solve for you.

Sumtimes you can be falling so hard and no one even notices.. because you're falling apart inside...

sumtimes.. you juss gotta do wut u gotta do..
cry if ya wanna
bitch if ya wanna
scream and kick if ya wanna

but don't let ur misery drown u.
the hardest person to win a battle against is urself.
but u juss gotta learn to kick ur own ass
:016:

hope u all feel better.

*luf, yoko*

[MC Hammered]

It's hard enough to believe that good things can happen to you, that you can be happy again.

It's even harder to believe that once you get there that it can actually end. You just never never believe that day would come.

One can try to ignore the reality.

You can have all the friends in the world, but when you close your eyes and the one person you see is now gone this world is a very lonely place.

Sometimes I wish I could go buy a bazooka.

[yoko*]

that reminds me of lyrics...... fuck I'm going lyric crazy........

"You Complete Me"

I am lost in the darkness
Between two worlds and here I'm struggling
You're the light that I've been seeking
'Cause my whole life there's been something missing
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me

Rescue me from this black hole
That sucked me in and left my dying
You're the truth that I've been seeking
'Cause my whole life I've been lying

Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me

God I pray you find me worthy
Of the right to stand beside you
And of your truth and of your passion
Of the right to sleep beside you

Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me
Only you
Can make me whole
Just one touch
And you complete me
Just one touch
And you complete me
Just one touch
And you complete me
Just one touch
And you complete me"
-SW

[MC Hammered]

Yoko... you got any lyrics with the word 'bazooka' in it? That would make my day! :D:

[stabmyhead]

i appreciate the toilet a lot.. and it reminds me of a relationship.... you pour all your shit into it and piss all over it.. and then one day it breaks down and spits all that shit back at ya.. and you're left with this stench.. this mess.. that even though you have tried to clean.. it still stinks.. you're walls are still stained and it takes forever to get this out.. you can get a new toilet (new bf/gf) or call a repair man (fuck buddy) but the stink (memory or whatnot) will always be there..

sorry if that was a lil sick.... but i think it makes sense.. kinda makes sense with my whole puking analogies too.. hehe.. i'm kinda a sick philosipher if you wanan call me that.. hah.

[yoko*]

mchammered... here you go:

"Bazooka Bubblegum Song"

My Mommy gave me a penny
she asked me to buy a henny
but I didn't buy a henny instead, bubble gum
Bazooka zooka bubble gum

My Mommy gave me a nickel
she asked me to buy a pickle
but I didn't buy a pickle instead, bubble gum
Bazooka zooka bubble gum

My Mommy gave me a dime
she asked me to buy a lime
but I didn't buy a lime instead, bubble gum
Bazooka zooka bubble gum

My Mommy gave me a quarter
she asked me to buy some water
but I didn't buy some water instead, bubble gum
Bazooka zooka bubble gum

My Mommy gave me a dollar
she asked me to buy a collar
but I didn't buy a collar instead, bubble gum
Bazooka zooka bubble gum

My Mommy gave me a five
she asked me to stay alive
but I didn't stay alive instead, choked on bubble gum
Bazooka zooka bubble gum

:D u never said *wut KIND of song*

[~lazee_grrl~]

omg..the lyrics..too funny~..go yoko~!

yeah..tornado effect...i can relate...i hate it but as other people have already written...it eventually passes...even tho it can take a long time..it will..things will get better...u'll be spun in circles forever and maybe think ur outta the whole thingy but ur just in the eye of the hurricane..haha..tornado..hurricane???.. .but yeah...it'll start up again...don't let ur guard down...but don't put it all up as a barrier eiither...u don't wanna isolate urself..cuz no matter wut...there is people who care..no matter wut u think...there is someone that does...hopefully..u can find them or they find u and help out and stuff...*sigh*...but u gotta get it figured out urself mainly..so yeah....read the quote from sum lyrics in my sig..i luv that song~>.:Lazee: