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hmm...
everytime i'm groupeing girls i have a HARD time letting them go.. er.. i mean. ahhh. when i'm in a relationgship i'm usually pretty good with letting them go.. i dont take long to move on.. i'm never single for more than 2 months it seems... although for the first day or 2 i'm all emotional and i cant seem to let go and will try to make sense and want them back.. then after a week i'm just like. meh.. whatever. wasnt gonna work out anyways.. and forget about it.. 3rd week.. i start hanging out with friends and such more.. and then whatever from there. i guess i just dont see why i should be moping around for too long over things i cant change. although i am a sucker and usually go back. once or twice.. but thats something im gonna stop. i mean they had their chance. if they want me back thats just too fuckin' bad. i guess i'm just looking to get some self control and not just date ppl cuz i'm bored.. ha.
as for making them want me while i go after other ppl.. hmm.. i think thats what one of my ex's is doing cuz he was and probably still is a player that dumped me cuz i wouldnt fuck him. :003: after like 9 months. he still wants me back... sad.. keeps calling me and i keep burning him.
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Jun 06, 01
