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Jun 18, 01
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schools over.
i thought that this year would just be yet another year for me at school. but infact it turned out to be one of the most interesting.
i also thought that in the end i'd be so happy that it was over and that i can move on from "stupid" high school but really i feel like i'm losing apart of me that has always been there. now i can't just say "oh see you in the fall" because alot of people i won't. i won't even see some people again in my life, which is very weird because they've been there everyday. yea i know the ones that matter most i'll keep in touch with, but the people who i see everyday smile and say hi to i might not see ever again. today was the second to last day of school. and when i was signing yearbooks i was hit with tons of feelings that i never knew i had for some of the people in my school. well everyone has to go through it and its a part of life so i'll just have to accept it the way it is. just some thoughts from me! :Peenutt: 
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Jun 18, 01
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awww..see...told ya u'd miss skool and the regular smile people that u see everyday....hehe...congrats...its ur last day tomorrow!!....make the best of it...and yeah..bring ur cam and take sum pics or sumthing...i always do on the last day of skool~!...just to remember how people look before the summer..but yeah...ur moving on....good luck with wuts ahead....(so jealous..i wanna grad...sorta..)..:Lazee:
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Jun 18, 01
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i totally know what u feel.......but its just that ur losin that sense of "comfort" that 've had for a long time......just wait till next yr or so when u r making new friends and will see people everyday once again.......
-adam
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Jun 18, 01
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yea totally how i feel adam. its just weird that it just suddenly hit me that i'm not gonna see alot of the people in my school anymore. and how i actually do care about some of the people i go to school with. when before i thought i didn't.
haha jen you were right! next year. oh man next year will be fun i hope! ((i better get a 73% or higher on my english provincial or no fun!)) :Peenutt:
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Jun 18, 01
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ya school's over... i seriously can't believe it. it doesn't feel like it. (ya i'm not even gradding but hush) like seirously this year for meeh..sooooooooo much has happened and changed and it's just...it all went by so fast! like i remember the beginning of the year so well...it was just like whoa.. i'm grade 10.. now i'm going into grade 11! and i'm scared..fuck it's gonna be so hard (cuz i'm stupid..about school adn stuff...) but just whoa....
it'll be weird..cuz even tho i'm not gradding..cummin back next year..there's gonna be so many ppl missing...who i'm used to seeing everyday adn stuff now they'rej ust gone.. AH! so weird.. and i still can't believe i only have 4 days left.. buuuut.. im GLAD.. now.. cuz it means i don't have to see my stupid ass prick of stupid socials teachers.. arg~!!!! he never let's meeh go to teh bathroom....hehe my plan for last day..is just yell out "BUT I HAVE TO CHANGE MY TAMPON" and see what he does..ohh..it willb e fun!!! hehe meh..still can't believe it's teh end of the school year already.... it's weird tho...when you think abouti t..how much has changed since the first day of grade 8... i was thinkingb out it today.cuz i was looking in my year book.. and my friend kelsey signed it (didn't even know tho) and what she wrote..omg...i can't believe it's been so long since we've talked....we used to be such good friends.. and ahh..so much has changed i still can't believe half of it...
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Jun 18, 01
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well i was watching this program on the LIFE NETWORK ( I LOVEEEEEE THAT CHANNEL!!)
anyways. and this man said that no matter how much he tries he can only live in the past or the future... and I can relate to that. But I think that it's just as important to devour the present. I was watching *OPRAH*.. hehe and she was talking about how you have to *accept* your life for what it is in order to be able to change.. if u live for the future, in the end you'll end up regretting how much you never *embraced* the present. how fast time flew by without you knowing it... i don't know how related this was to this post but in my mind it was .haha.. i have a cold forgive me... vince. ur so lucky though. if I were you I Think that I'd finally feel alive.. and free frum the rules that highschool chains you with. .but i guess at the same time it would be a time where I would reflect an realize how much these "Chains" helped guide us through our lives. aww but to see things in a positive light... you have so many more oppurtunities now.. but I'll take ur post as a lesson to live my highschool life to the fullest :D congrats ppl.. hope ur 5 yrs of hell was sumwut made enjoyable
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Jun 19, 01
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well its really over now!
today was really my last day of classes in highskewl for my WHOLE LIFE!. wow thats alot to swallow. and i said my goodbyes. and some people i'm never gonna see again in my life. thats really weird. whoa. ahk and people were crying today and people were so sad. dang. :Peenutt:
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Jun 19, 01
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it's cool how it's "over' and you actually get to KNOW it's over...
the end of highschool is just a formal ending.. every day we meet people we will never again see in the future.. but it never crosses our minds that we will never see them again. or how much impact they had on our lives... I like formal endings.
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Jun 19, 01
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school is over...
And all i can say is thank christ. I have 2 days left, 2 days of exams, and life will be home free. I guess I'm not in the same position as you, because I'm not reflecting on the loss of "the people who smile at me in the halls", or the "comfort zone," (cause i'm in gr.11) i'm just looking at the escape from waking up early ass in the morning, getting rid of the stresses of finals, and having 2 months of liberty. this year has been... well not that great I guess. Full of dissapointments, lots of stress etc... It probably in reality wasn't that bad, but you know, everyone dwells on the negative right?
I just can't wait for the summer, then in the fall I can start fresh you know?? Maybe on my very very very last day of high school, i'll feel like you guys, but right now... I'm counting down the minutes till I get out... then it'll be all gravy...
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Jun 19, 01
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yoko. never seeing people who i have seen for the last 5years of my life pretty much everyday with 2month breaks between is different then not seeing someone who i just meet once and never see again.
and with my school we had a really really tight "bond" or vibe together because we've never had any higher grades than us so we had no one to look up to. therefore we bonded together more and we were pretty much way tighter than any other school i know of. we've always been the older grade except for grade. 8. in grade 9 our school went grade. 7-9. then 8-10. then 9-11. then 9-12. i think thats how it went but yea. you see my point. its just weird i guess. :Peenutt:
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Jun 19, 01
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haha i knoe i knoe. i'm just explaing how i feel.
sorry if it sounded like bitter and mean. i didn't mean it like that. yea my school was like developing the whole time we were there. it does sound weird to everyone i tell. but hey we were the very FIRST grads. :Peenutt:
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Jun 20, 01
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Yeah.. it sux it's sappy
.... yeah.. it's sad I won't be able to see peeps again, cause I don't really hang with them out side of school, but I know I would bump into them at the mall or something
I guess the saddest thing for me is when my grad class lost one of our friends. To think grad.. Oh I won't see you in these halls again, but wait until the reunion, but for my other friend that past away, it's a reunion in heaven. =( don't think that it's the end, cause it's not....The game is not over until you die. You've just moved up another level, and things seem to be moving faster.
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Jun 29, 01
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i know what u mean...
On our last day of school, I was one of the last people to leave. I was just standing in the lounge and wandering the halls remembering things from back in grade 8 and whatever. It was so weird, even though I knew I would be back for provincials, I was...sad. When I got home though, I was like "YAY! It's over!"
And the walk home was pretty bad, me and my friend who I have walked with since grade 8, took 30 minutes to walk home when it usually takes us 5! ...yah, I'm a sucker for sentimentality!:Kimmie:
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