i may be crazy

[cinist]

i always feel so numb its weird and then all of a sudden out of nowhere iLL be extemly horribly sobbing sad......its almost like i can only ignore things for so long and then i loose it again..its such a stupid fucking week, i hate march :finger: :finger: :finger:
and on top of that i have no weed or liquer, im gonna go work on that hah

ouT~ :toasted:

[sidewayz luv]

that doesn't sound like no fun!!

[cinist]

FUCK, NOBODY HAS ANY MUTHA FUCKIN WEED
this sux this sux :soak:

[SkoTtY]

its repression, i know it is. Let it out.

[Bitchin]

call nick... saw him early.. ND APPRENTLY HAS some.. heh..

umm.. yeha.. dont.. worry.. I feel the same way.

I hate been.. unbelievably upset

but like that matter..

I got yo back foo

[SkoTtY]

hah nick didnt answere his phone the second time, ohhh wait im in steves account

[mushmellow]

uhhh....that sux gurl....thats hella depressed...i dont get that bad n e more....but i've been there...it sux...ya ever need ta talk gimme a shout k?

[poohbearhoney]

ok i feel like that all the time and i wanna scream right now.........my freinds fucking ditched me and i have to watch my room mates kid so she can get laid like give me a break i have him all the fucking time and i got a mother fucking ticket and i am so mad

[cinist]

^
im cool mush, im just fucked in the head hah
:smoke1:

[mushmellow]

i need a smoke

[poohbearhoney]

no one is fucked in the head they are just a little crazy

[cinist]

its all about highs and lows.....and im pretty high now haha, thanx stevie gettiN me all blunted you chronic you.... :kimmie:

[cinist]

Originally posted by SkoTtY
its repression, i know it is. Let it out.

wtf? i just saw this......u weirdo, repression how do u figuer that ya goof:somatic:

[justa~gurl]

cause you just said that you ignore things and then they just explode

that is repressing your feelings

[Joanne]

^^
no, it's SUPPRESSING your feelings.

and cinist, I think what you're going through is normal. I mean, if someone told you not to think about a white elephant, you're more likely to think about it than if you were never told not to think about it at all. suppressing your feelings does this to you...

--Joanne :P

[cinist]

^
actually i have resolved to the fact that i am infact crazy. cuz i dont feel the way i should. for example i should be horribly depressed today(trust me)....but im not, i am numb...and on top of that my grandfather went into the hospital with heart failure today..yet i feel nothing?
my periodic outbursts of sadness are actually a relief when they do come because then i dont feel like a cold hearted bitch
yay i rock :c-tard: